Kali Kedua

Cukup sekali saja

Aku pernah merasa

Betapa menyiksa 

Kehilanganmu

Kau tak terganti

Kau yang selalu kunanti

Takkan kulepas lagi

Pegang tanganku

Bersama jatuh cinta

Kali kedua, pada yang sama...

Sama indahnya...

(Raisa bilang kali kedua, namun aku merasa lebih dari itu)

little garden in the office

it's not much but I love to gives them water once in 2 days

the left, at first was only 1 leaf, I was sad seeing it alone, but it last for months! since December I took care of it,  I was worried when it started to yellow! then I tried to give it friends of Salak's fruit seed, then the magical things happen, the sprout comes out and keeps growing until the 1st leaf died, but grateful seeing them growing happily, I feel loved and it's great showing what we feel towards plants

and now, I'm trying planting the dates seeds! whoa hopefully they'll grow happily

little garden in the office

it's not much but I love to gives them water once in 2 days

the left, at first was only 1 leaf, I was sad seeing it alone, but it last for months! since December I took care of it,  I was worried when it started to yellow! then I tried to give it friends of Salak's fruit seed, then the magical things happen, the sprout comes out and keeps growing until the 1st leaf died, but grateful seeing them growing happily, I feel loved and it's great showing what we feel towards plants

and now, I'm trying planting the dates seeds! whoa hopefully they'll grow happily

Family

There's always a time where every sibilings got busy with their own time

Once who didn't lived at home for a while, when he came home even just for an hour, we'll take it as a precious time, that's family...

How precious for every moments that we've been through, Alhamdulillah
There are always a time where we spent together

"Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten"

Random question

Lately I love asking my mom about simple things, or maybe unimportant?
But that's little things questions are meaningful for me, sometimes mom's answer moved my heart...

And today I asked her

I: ma, klo dede bilang ke mama dede lapar, mama sedih ga?
M: ya iyalah nak, namanya jg orangtua, hehehe (ekspresi sedih sejenak n diiringi tawa)

I laughed then smiled and to be honest I feel moved..

then I asked my mom again,
I: ma, sebagai orangtua klo anaknya ngerasa sakit, justru orangtuanya malah yang lebih ngrasa pedih yah?
M: pasti nak, plagi klo disakitin,n klo anak kecil lebih kasian lagi

those random questions that's because I just being curious how my mom feels for being mom, so I hope I understand more about her...
N sometimes I asked my dad too, but I found out that my dad's answer are funny, bcause he answered with funny expression, well my daddy's full of humor hehehe

Novemba and winta and lova

November this year is special, my family from Jeddah and Mekkah came to visit us as they promised when I'm at Mekkah performing Hajj, we go to Al Faisaliah tower, The Globe, I took it with panorama shot, what do u think?hehe and the winds are great!cold cold cold subhanallah
Aaanndd more special with winter, ah I love Riyadh even its common thing to get cracked lips, need to put more cream or lotion for dry skin.
Some of my friends that keep asking "when will u go back to Indonesia?" then I answered "err not sure yet, I hope soon a.s.a.p!" 

I cant wait too though, I remembered last year I almost cry when knowing that I cant attend my graduation, and even postponed for continue to scholar, well that was hard moment for me, but without Allah I'm nothing and there will always be wisdom behind this all, I believe it...
And, alhamdulillah Allah shown me the reason why keeping me here, I get it as a presents from Allah, there are lots!! So thankful and grateful, cant stop to say alhamdulillah for everything...

The Globe

The City View's Reflection from The Globe

Look, someone got really excited (or shocked maybe and she be like "wooow") until her hair's going up! 

Winter...

Almost Ied Fitr, Ramadhan's month please dont go...
I miss Ramadhan's month that come in winter season...
And it's been long years ago...
I miss winter, at that time I always feel like something special comes as if it wont stop...

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I...
Will always support you, wherever you are...
and I always hope the best for you through my pray...
May Allah always protect you wherever you are...
All the things that I wanna say to you, about you, just by pray...

It's hard to talk to you, that "hard" is in me, not you...
Even for something that important to you
I need to think hardly how to say, even think twice, or more....
I must make sure myself first to be brave...
facing the fast heartbeating...
that wasn't easy for me...

I asked myself...
Why you....?

Still remember on that day, when you called my name for the first time...
and I still remember the way you smile...




















counting the days...