b i m b a n g

I cant accept it if someone told me that God gives us full of freedom of life
means that we can do anything beyond all, we are free, but still we have to take responsibility later in afterlife of what we've done

wanna cry all day, until out of energy
I know I dont have any right to feel this

help me...

I'm reaching the max...

I know I'm free to take a choice for every choices

I still wanna believe that everything is under control of God...
so there's no way, there's no chance for me to think negatively...

I need proves that God is the best and only one the best of all the best planner...
show me...

I need something for cure...