comfort zone

comfort zone...

for some people might stay if they found already their comfort zone, but for some other who wants find more challenging in life will wont stay...

Indeed I found mine already, but doesnt mean I dont want more, I do will looking for more so I changing the words from "out from your comfort zone" to "expand my comfort zone"

sounds different?yeaaaa comfort zone itself for me doesnt have only one meaning, it depends on how we set our mind to be more flexible, well I heard people said "the key is in our mind itself"

so that's why we often found the people who got locked by themself, just because they don't want to try to open their mind, going afraid to try to take the next step, the new one....

in this country where I stay, SA, I dont find myself being locked as how they say, I feel free, indeed we have to wear abaya, but doesnt mean we're not free, being free is depends on how we set our mind..

I love this country and may Allah always protect my own country and SA...aameen

and now I fall in love with abaya, it has so much benefit from it, and one of it for me, I can prepare myself whenever I wanna go outside just simply wear abaya without people knowing I wear pajama inside, lol

and the most thing I love for wearing abaya is I can simply use it for pray

many friends asked me why I didn't go back to my country, simply I just love where I stay, and I wanna expand my comfort zone with my own way...

have a nice day, 

I love August

 

stop interfere

people don't know what I've been through
and how I deal with myself which is harder than deal with other people...

and how easy they're asking to get married soon
don't you know asking when to get married is just the same when you're asking when will you have a child?or when will you get pregnant?

the positive side I'm thankful that they care about me
the negative side I'm annoyed why you interfere with my life?

I'll be more delightful if you just pray for my good future behind me

My God am I being sensitive lately?
that's just because they're keep asking
if only they just ask one or twice, not everytime we meet in group, it's okay...

Actually life is fair indeed, it's just the people make it sounds doesn't...

yo, what's up?

the real happiness

one of my colleagues told me that the happiness in here (where I live right now) is not real, not genuine, then I imagine, if we be thankful, will it be enough?

kinda not sure and understand by that, how come, make it happen the happiness through yourself

"whenever you've reached home, and got nothing to do, you'll ended up playing game, don't you?"

honestly a bit agree with this one, but playing game make us happy right?

the more I think about it, as if we're looking for happiness which mean we can't make it, we lives in sadness, oh no

dont be, happiness and sadness just like two side of coins, they completed each other, so that's how life was born...

siblings

the best things about having siblings :

- My older sister dont mind if I asked her to put pants on me like a baby, ups big baby?hahahha

- I dont mind changing clothes in front of her as long as she didn't stare at me

- My older brothers don't mind if I asked them for help, dropped me to somewhere else 

- I am the youngest in the family, so my brothers never mad on me if I pranked them hahahaha

- My sister is the only one who got awkward whenever I hug her

- I only show my crankiness to my siblings, whatever I've done my siblings always be the one who understand and accept the way you are

- You can be whatever you want as long it's not negative things to your siblings, I have a time when to annoy them tee hee

- Family is a place where you can say anything, telling stories a whole day and what you've been through

- The family's support is such a life's motivation

How about you? 

b i m b a n g

I cant accept it if someone told me that God gives us full of freedom of life
means that we can do anything beyond all, we are free, but still we have to take responsibility later in afterlife of what we've done

wanna cry all day, until out of energy
I know I dont have any right to feel this

help me...

I'm reaching the max...

I know I'm free to take a choice for every choices

I still wanna believe that everything is under control of God...
so there's no way, there's no chance for me to think negatively...

I need proves that God is the best and only one the best of all the best planner...
show me...

I need something for cure... 

Wait

I admit that when I was in Junior High School, I want to be in Senior High School, aand so on, wondering what will I be in the next 10 years at that moment, life is just like a flash, now I am here, right at 10 years ago where I was wondering back then

One thing that I miss and I learned from that, sometimes I wanna reach the future eagerly, then forgot how to enjoy the moment that should be...

So I dont want that to be happen twice, now everythings that I have now, what I'm going through good and bad, I wanna enjoy it as much as possible, if I wanna go to holiday and watching KDrama, sleeping 8 hours, enjoying the holiday, I'll try to be patience and believe that day will come, as now I wanna enjoy the weekend but still in weekdays, so I havw to enjoy them while waiting that weekend will come!!