Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Y Allah, I Can't Believe It

I just can't believe he's gone now, he passed away, my lovely cousin, Ahmad Syahruddin . . .

he was born on 12th September 1992, same year with me . . .
we always together, he always asked me about homeworks . ..

God, it's too fast for him, bless him God . . .
We love u so much Ahyar :')

Monday, September 28, 2009

Still missing u

umm I saw at his facebook, he check his facebook today :D:D
he's online at facebook, but he isn't online at YM, for me .. still waiting

I miss him T__T
GOd, now I got lil flu, huaa hope I get better soon, amiin :D
what about him?is he alright now?
wanna see his face T__T

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hufft I school just 1 day, coz the King of Riyadh said that all of school in Riyadh must be on holiday till 3 October because of H1N1 --"

God, protect us, wish we always health, amiin :D:D

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Where Is He?

thank u God, at least I can join for this competition, I'll try to do my best to :D

God, why now I miss him?huhuhu I didn't have a chat with him in 2 days T__T
where is he?
my heart still ask me, where where and where?
God, is he alright?I hope so ><

I miss when he laugh . . .
I miss when he smile . . .
I miss the way he look at . . .
I miss him the way he pray . . .

God, where he is?I hope today I'll have a chat with him, amiin T__T
I saw on his facebook, he doesn't online huaaa
Dear God . . .
is it real or just another crush?
God, tell me, about his heart ...

Thursday, September 24, 2009

horeee xD

welcome back home huahahahha xD

humm I'm happy today, coz he came back from Madinah hehehe :D:D

I'm so so so happy ^^
alhamdulillah, he came back with safely :)
wish always happy n lucky for u dude :)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

God . . .

at least she knew about her ex-bf T.T

how sad when I heard she cried on telephone. . .
God love her, poor her right now T__T
I can feel it, how hurt it is :(
I only gave her spirit, "life must go on gal"

but, we talked about her till we talked about pet society, lol =))
glad for me is she can laugh while she hurt :)
u must strong Pita, I know u can through this problem, believe me, Allah always do his best for you, and Allah had another plan more good than this :)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Wonder Girls - Saying I Love You

Youd always ask me,
how come you never say I love you?
do you really love me?

But you know,
I wanted something more sweeter,
I want to confess to you just like those lovers from movies, so that you wont forget

I've waited for the white snow
I'll confess to you now, the words I've held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

You ask me what's to hesitate about,
is it that hard?
I want to hear what you got to say

But you know,
I wanted something more special,
I want a special day I can always remember, so that it won't pass forgotten

I've waited for the white snow
I'll confess to you now, the words I've held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I don't want to separate with you
not even a single moment
when I lean on you, I hope the time will stop
I love you

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I love you, I love you
loving you, loving you
I love you

... ... ... ... <3 ... ...

Monday, September 21, 2009

Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends

*humm September will over in this year, so see u again September on next year ;)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lebaran

Time to say, happy Idul Fitri Day :)
Minal Aidzin Wal Faidzin . . .

so Ramadhan for this year is over . . .hope that I can meet with Ramadhan on next year, amiin :D:D

how sad I am when Ramadhan is over. . .I want Ramadhan so long x) to get the Lailatul Qadr or Qadr night :D

umm today he is so handsome, I like his style hehehe :D:D
simple and religion but he didn't use hat of Islam (peci)
umm about my past, maybe I still have a feeling for him, but, hope that we can forgive for all mistakes that we did .. .

I dunno must I say to him or not, and is he forgive me or not . .

God, help me, give me to can through this. . .

God, hear all what my parents say, and genie they wish, make what they wish come true ><

amiin, God, thank you for all You give to us, thank you, Alhamdulillah x)

amiiinn

Friday, September 18, 2009

today?

huh I'm sad, he set his status on YM => Lagi Males Chat

huahahhaha though I confuse what should I do, talk to him?
I'm afraid I make him more boring hehehehe :D

so I think it's better for me to waiting him till he say something to me
but?
NOTHING huahahhahahahahha LOL xD
argh, I shouldn't like him T__T
or, just let it flow, and let it and see how far my heart will grow?

^^

Thursday, September 17, 2009

happy so happy

he was sitting beside me waaaa xD

but not beside me, so beside me there is my friend and he was sitting beside him, huahahha confuse :P:P

I can look at him, the way he smile, the way he talked about, the way he laugh, my God, may I love him?
I like him, and everything he do, makes me know that I want to know more about him x)

God, open my heart eyes, am I choose the right person?

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

umm . .

yesterday was strange, Manshur was called me on phone and he cried. . .

he said "tikaa atikaah, tolloong aku. . "
God, what's wrong with him I don't know, he only sent me messages and he said, u don't know what I feel, and what's my problem, but am I wrong if I cry?

and I replied, no u aren't wrong if u do cry, but tell me what's wrong?

and he wasn't reply my message . .

this is the first time for me to heard a boy cried . . .
poor him, wish God blessed him, aamiin :)