Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Resume of 2015
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Holedeh
Saturday, December 19, 2015
The rainbow that appears after the rain
Terkadang, menyemangati diri sendiri itu tidaklah mudah...
Sigh...
Ketika mampu menggeserkan, menghilangkan rasa gelisah, serta merta beban dalam pikiran terlepas, sangatlah melegakan...
Namun ketika yang terjadi adalah sebaliknya, alias ngga mempan, OMG...
Udah kayak kebal aja, ga ngefek, actually hate this situation, no I don't blame no one but myself, such disaster if it hits right to the mind, I can't sleep properly (can't bear this one)!!!
"If it's not okay then it's not the end"
Hiks still can't make me feel much better :'(
Rindu hari2 yang lalu yang bisa dilalui dengan sangat menyenangkan, bahkan enjoy sangat...
"namanya juga kan hidup, berputar, ada naik dan turun"
Tapi...tapi...
"badai pasti berlalu"
De Javu
Once again it happened on Friday, never know what will happen next, and for every sign from the nature that He give, but still will never get it until it happened
Same occasion, different people
At least, I learn from it
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
It's okay
Allah never sleeps, whenever I feel down, sad, an trying to put back all my courage...
That's when Allah gives the happiness...
Allah changes my sadness...
Even the smallest thing...
Just like lately I feel down, deeply, I wanna cry but I can't, suddenly Allah gives me something that its such a bunch of gift!I know it's just a small thing but dunno for me it's sooo special...
Just like one of Al Insyirah's ayah "fainnama'al 'usri yusran" there's a convenient after the difficulty...
One of my colleague told me "Allah not always give what you want at the same time, it's just matter of time"
Suddenly I feel much better after heard that...
Thanks
Saturday, December 5, 2015
Nature
Thursday, December 3, 2015
December
Even small sounds from TV will wakes me up, maybe I just think too much, haaa stressed out
Wednesday, November 25, 2015
complaining
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Start from surrounding
Everyone had their own passion, their activity, their problems
Don't let yourself become what they want you to be, but what you want to be
Monday, November 9, 2015
Winter love
Early in the morning when the sun is still hiding
And the clouds that covering the sky
As I come out going work with father
I opened the window of car and enjoyed the wind as it touches my face
I feel safe, because no one can opened one of the car door (beside driver seat where I am), only we can opened it from the inside using screwdriver, after a month it has to be opened from outside, I always told daddy before he opened for me "well, Princess wanna come out" and daddy always answer it with laughs...lol
"Daddy till when will you fix this one?"
Well our beloved Mitsubishi Galant's are the old car, so it's a bit hard to find the spare parts here, and daddy always busy...
It's okay as we can get over it..
So, back to the main topic, as the winter season's coming, there's something special that I''ve been longing for...
And it's always come in winter....
Sunday, November 8, 2015
Amazing
We may never know what will happen next
I've tried ask Allah many things, and it's amazing how Allah answered every my single prayer...
Thursday, November 5, 2015
The media
I saw the news about my country through the media
Unfortunately that's what makes me think twice about going back to...
I know we have to choose wether it's a good news or no, or it's necessary if we believe it...
Everyone wants the best in life. They can choose where to live their life.
Living out of my country makes me put the differences between mine n where I live right now...
Sunday, November 1, 2015
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Judge
We can't judge someone actually through what they've done
Sometimes the one who we think might bad, that one have the good side also
I think it's the law of natural?
Oh or we know about yinyang,that there's a bad side in the good side, and otherwise
Life sometimes didn't going well as we expected, but it isn't hard if we keep looking forward and do our best to reaching the dream.
Sunday, October 25, 2015
past-present
Wednesday, October 7, 2015
Family
There's always a time where every sibilings got busy with their own time
Once who didn't lived at home for a while, when he came home even just for an hour, we'll take it as a precious time, that's family...
How precious for every moments that we've been through, Alhamdulillah
There are always a time where we spent together
"Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten"
Tuesday, October 6, 2015
Nostalgic
I took a look at my photo's in my HD, time flies, I feel it's just like yesterday I spent my 3 years at college from 2010-2013
Whooaa it brought me soo much memories..
How could a person like me had to bring out the memory through pictures?
Lol
Ah if only I can go back to 2010's hahaha and cherish every moment's that I have...
Saturday, October 3, 2015
The October
Each month some people would say why it's still the same?
Look closely, then there's different for each day, the activity might same, but not the time, for each minute you take a bath, in everyday might be different, maybe late for minute or not
It's been 5 years ago I've graduate from Senior high school, and 2 years ago I got my diploma!
For the October, not only this month, every month people make a wish they'll have a nice month...
Rather than wish for a good month, why wouldn't we wish for a good time for every minute?
There's something different, I say this year...
Monday, September 28, 2015
Pemeran utama
It's been long time...
Something unexplained that I've been waiting for...
I know maybe as if it's happened suddenly..
The heart that won't lie
We are all living in a theatre, yes in different theatre for each person
We are the main characters
We are the main role in the theatre
We are playing everyday
And changes the background for every month
And in different theatre in every year
The things are
We don't know our real scenario
We just play the role
But we believe the One who wrote on ours
Yes there are lots of spectators in front of us
And there are our family among them
It seems we decide what to do, what to play
Without knowing when to stop
Without knowing for each spectators tells about
We have to believe
It'd be a great show
With happy ending
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
September ceriaaaa
September ceria, they said
Tapi ini beneran ko hahaha alhamdulillah liburan haji semingguuu, maka nikmat Tuhanmu mana yang kau dustakan?
Okey, diawali dengan dapet recommend dari temen semasa kuliah dlu, Marrectha atau Eta, awalnya ini apa tutorialnya gambar aja, atau applikasi gimana
Dan ternyata kereen!!jadi tutorialnya ada, dan itu bukan sekedar gambar, tapi gif (gambar yang bergerak) dihitung juga, dan yg pastinya dikasih tw uda brp kalori yang dibuang (seru kan?)
Dan bru dicoba hari ini 5 menit n kyk yg d gambar baru 40 kalori, tp napas uda mpot2an n keringetan (ketauan deh jarang geraknya) hahaha
So jaman skrg makin mudahlah pake applikasi langsung tau gerakannya, tinggal pelaksanaannya aja. Klo niat jgn ditanya, pasti uda dr kpn tau, tinggal mulainya aja, hehehe sekian...
Selamat mencoba
Friday, September 18, 2015
True self
It's just seems I don't care of what people may say about me...
I feel really light, I didn't feel as hard as before, one said "dont befriend with whom always talked about others, because when you are not around, they are talking about you"
I feel annoyed at first, but deep inside I'm feeling okay, so brain, what are you thinking about?everything is okay, no need to be worried about...
Life is learning, everyone are lovable, kindness, the true self of every human, they just change by kind of factors that affect them, I believe it..
Now it's just me how to face it, kind of positive or negative...
O Allah, I seek for the strength...
Saturday, September 12, 2015
Tak seperti dulu
Zaman sekarang manusia tanpa handphone, terutama untuk kaum muda, sepertinya hal yang kemungkinan tidak mungkin bisa tanpanya sehari saja
Namun itu yang aku alami kemarin!hahahaha
Ternyata demikian rasanya, jadi berawal ikut mengantar teman Ayah yang mau ke Indonesia, kemudian setelah itu lanjut beranjak ke salah satu rumah makan Indonesia, RA.
Selesai makan, kami diantar oleh teman Ayah sampai tempat parkir dekat Sekolah. Sesampainya di parkiran dekat rumah, seperti biasa aku selalu cek dan ricek tasku, terutama bagian belakang tas, dan biasanya aku selalu meletakkan hp disitu, dan jika ada, maka posisinya adalah tertutup, jika tidak, maka sebaliknya.
Benar saja! Aku sejenak terhentak, kupanggil kakakku, kemudian Ayah dan kakakku pun berusaha menenangkan dan menanyakan terakhir dimana posisi aku meletakkan hpku.
Ayah pun segera menghubungi temannya apakah hpku tertinggal di mobilnya, namun uniknya aku memahami diriku, jika hatiku merasa tenang walau panik (gimana tuh), itu artinya barang tersebut takkan kemana, namun sebaliknya, jika dagdidug ada rasa lemas sampai ke kaki, itu artinya, bisa hilang (nauzubillah) atau masih rezeki, hehehe.
Tak lama teman Ayah menghubungi kembali bahwa hpku benar tertinggal di mobilnya, hal tersebut terjadi karena saat aku ingin membicarakan sesuatu kepada Ayahku sembari berbisik, beliau tidak dapat mendengar, begitu kuketik di notes hp, Ayah mengatakan huruf di hpku telalu kecil, beliau memintaku untuk mengetiknya di hpnya saja (padahal hp beliau hurufnya tak kalah jauh kecilnya, aigoo~)
Saat berpindah hp itulah aku lupa untuk kembali meletakkan hpku ke dalam tas, seperti biasa, aku akan jarang mengecek hp bila tidak ada wifi, hahaha, dan untuk paketan internet pun aku enggan karena banyaknya fasilitas wifi, Alhamdulillah yah sesuatu.
Aku harus menunggu sampai besok karena saat itu sudah malam, oke mari lihat sampai mana aku mampu menunggu, toh sudah terlatih untuk menunggu (isi sendiri).... (tidak!jangan diisi!)
Ayah mengatakan beliau akan mengambil hpku setelah sholat Jumat, aku memutuskan untuk tidur dengan harapan besok akan segera memegang hpku lagi, terasa ada yang aneh memang, setiap dari luar yang kucek adalah hp, sebelum tidur pun demikian, saat bangun pun seperti ituhhh, eh itu.
Esokannya aku terbangun seperti orang pingsan, entah mengapa aku bangun cukup siang. Apakah karena aku terlalu berharap begitu terbangun hpku sudah di tanganku?entahlah...
Ternyata hpku belum saatnya kembali, ia masih betah dirumah orang, ia belum puas untuk bermain, mungkin dia ingin piknik sejenak.
Ayah mengatakan hpku akan diambil setelah Ashar, baiklah aku harus menunggu, ada rasa rindu menyelip di hati, kapan kamu kembali? Tapi aku percaya kau akan baik-baik saja, hpku.
Jam menunjukkan pukul 05.00 pm, dengan rasa gelisah aku menghubungi Ayahku, ternyata Alhamdulillah yah kabar gembira yang kudapat, bahwa hpku sudah di tangan Ayah, rasa gembira itu pun kubawa mandi sore.
Setelah hpku di tangan, notifications nya bermunculan, update nya pun tak mau kalah, beruntung batre hpku masih menunjukkan pada angka 30% jika aku tidak salah berarti benar.
Aku segera men-charger hpku, saat penting bagaimana dengan pesenan online shopku dengan si mimin, apakah ia mendapat pesanku atau tidak, ternyata semua telah berjalan lantjar.
Seperti inilah rasanya ternyata, aku hanya membayangkan jika pada zaman sekarang masih seperti dulu, sebelum adanya handphone, akan seperti apa jadinya, mungkin berkomunikasi dengan teman melalui surat menyurat, menggunakan telefon rumah, masih akan berjalan seperti dulu.
Tapi zaman telah berbeza, it's okay, yang penting hpku sudah di tangan...
Thursday, September 10, 2015
All things not always turned out as expected
Supriseee!
It's the first thing when you found out that things didn't happen as you expected...
Things that can make you either happy or sad
Been month to be here, Alhamdulillah I feel comfortable and confident...
At first I may feel lonely, don't know what to do, just try to be kind and say hello, and that's how I tried to adapt in new environment...
But know, I found out that Allah not always give me what I want, but what we need...
Glad and thankful to Allah to be here
Thursday, September 3, 2015
Hai September
"Just because it's not happening right now, doesn't mean it never will"
That's what I feel right now for real!it's happened to me
Awkward, but it's true..
Just keep praying, but now I learned that I have to be careful for asking Allah what I want...
I know now, Allah didn't always give what I want instead what I need...
Even though Allah never broke the promise, ask then Allah will answer...
Friday, August 28, 2015
Keep going
Selama perjalanan aku bersyukur karena berjalan bersamaMu, dengan Engkau yang selalu menuntunku, di depanku...
Selama perjalanan itu aku selalu terjamin olehMu, denganMu aku melalui berbagai lika liku kehidupan yang tak pernah membuatku berhenti tuk berfikir
Selama perjalanan itu dipenuhi berbagai macam pemandangan, indah, ya sangat indah, karena Engkau yang menjadikannya indah
Selama perjalanan itu aku menjumpai sesuatu...
Entah apakah aku akan melalui hal yang sama meski berhadapan pada insan yang berbeda?
Entah apakah aku akan menjadi orang yang menyaksikan kembali?
Aku memang selama ini menikmati sekali perjalanan ini...
Tapi bolehkah sejenak aku berhenti?
Tapi bolehkah sejenak aku menikmati rasa gundah ini?
Bukankah selama ini aku mampu menikmati keindahan dan kebahagiaan?lalu mengapa aku tak sejenak berfikir untuk menikmati sejenak rasa gundah?
Sebelum pada akhirnya aku akan kembali menikmati perjalanan
Aku tahu aku pernah melalui ini sebelumnya....
Rasanya aku mampu menerka apa yang kan terjadi selanjutnya...
Baiklah, mari melanjutkan perjalanan...
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
Mowning
Dirgahayu ke-70 tahun Indonesiaku merdeka!
Bangkitlah bangsaku, jayalah negeriku
Semoga ke depannya bangsa Indonesia menjadi lebih maju, lebih baik lagi, lebih makmur dan sejahtera, bersama kita pasti bisa!
#latepost
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Inginku bersahabat dengan pagi
Sekian lama mengupayakan untuk menikmati sejuknya embun di pagi hari
Rinduku menyapa matahari yang seakan tersenyum dengan memancarkan cahayanya yang perlahan menyinari tiap sudut kota
Menikmati udara dan waktu yang berganti dari malam ke pagi yang disambut oleh sang fajar
.....
Now I can say it's early in the morning and I'm already here in the office 😂😂😂 #ruined poems
Thursday, August 13, 2015
did you get my point
atau mungkin sesaat setelah melalui suatu kejadian?
apapun itu, mungkin yang dirasakan berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri adalah apa karena terlalu banyak merenung?
anyway yang penting hasilnya adalah positif, hehe
mencoba memahami diri sendiri itu yang paling penting, karena biar bagaimanapun hal terkecil yang dipimpin sebelum ke semua-semuanya adalah diri sendiri...
saat segala sesuatunya berbeda dengan ekspektasi, solusinya emang cuma satu
BERSYUKUR...
ga kurang ga lebih...
dan untuk saat ini, kalimat yang bikin semangat dan bangkit lagi adalah...
"tidak ada yang kebetulan, semua udah diaturNya"
entah tiap kali meyakinkan hati dengan kata-kata itu mendadak semangat, percaya, yakin bahwa semua akan baik-baik saja...
aamiin....
ditambah lagi dapet tempat dalam satu ruangan, di bawah, dan sendiri T__________T
I need someone to talk to, at least I can communicate to, without technology....
at least I can enjoy the view from the window....
ok tik, as you've said before, bersyukur....
did you get my point?if not, just put your expression like this cat hihihi kidding
Thursday, August 6, 2015
Little achievement
I'm soooo happy, really really thanks to my friend, Nurman Ramdani who gave me a chance to write an article about how's Ramadhan in Riyadh, and the differences between in Riyadh and in Indonesia
The little achievement but really meaningful to me ❤
Alhamdulillah
Sunday, August 2, 2015
Written
Yay I've been through it, I'm already here, everything's gonna be alright...
*tried to calm myself*
But, why do I feel a little bad for myself?
I believe that's all been written, there's no such things happened by coincidence...
Thursday, July 30, 2015
Friendly
"friendly" what's wrong with that?
We as human being plus we are living in the same earth, just smile, is it hard just to say hello?
It's so meaningful for me
I really pay attention to kind people
Don't judge
Just sometimes it's kinda bothering me for people who pretend to not look just to avoid from saying hello or smile
R u plants or something?
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
D-day
D-day getting closer...
I dont know what exactly I feel, but all mixed up
Happy, blessed, nervous, curious about whats gonna happen next...
Bismillah, it's all that I can say before I start...
Sunday, July 19, 2015
Van de nil de la
Can I say that, things that surrounding us are alive?
Or maybe it is what they say that words are do'a, we don't know when we said something then angel's passing through...
Then it's become true...
Yes, of course every people had a plan, anything, but, once again, I feel like now, from what my friends been told me, asked me, it's in front of me now...
Bismillah...
Saturday, July 4, 2015
That's human
Ya, seandainya aku tahu apa rencanaNya ke depan, takkan ada istilah "sabar"
Aku malu padaNya, saat tiba rencana indahNya sampai padaku
"tiba waktunya"
Kata-kata itu yang selalu terngiang, satu kalimat ibuku yang selalu di pikiran, satu kalimat namun mampu membuat diri ini kembali optimis...
Tersadar akulah yang tidak bersabar...
Memang saat aku mengeluh, kuyakin saat itu Allah sedang tersenyum, membiarkanku kelak menyambut hari bahagia itu, seraya bersyukur...
Manusia...
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Eng ing eng
I tried my best to think positively throughout this time...
But why it's still hard for me...
I told myself there are lots to be thankful for
Still there lots of "but"...
Really really wanna say "I hate this condition"....
No but I had to hold myself...
#sigh
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Life is learning
I've learn lot of things, dari hal terkecil sampai yang menurutku adalah hal terbesar
Dari bagaimana berpikir apa, mengapa, sebab, akibat akan suatu hal
Dari bagaimana meminta, berharap, memberi dengan sesama
Dari bagaimana menghadapi setiap insan yang berbeda beda, hingga akhirnya kusadari yang harus kulihat adalah diriku sendiri
Dan dari bagaimana berpikir tentang sang Pencipta
Itulah yang berkesan adalah perihal doa...
Apapun yang kulakukan, apapun yang kulalui, pada akhirnya akan kembali kepadaNya
Ya, kata2 yang selalu terngiang di kepala adalah "kita tidak bisa berharap besar pada manusia, karena akan berujung kecewa"
Seberapa besarpun berusaha
Seberapa besarpun berharap
Seberapa besarpun berdoa
If they were never meant to be, then they're not...
Mau jungkir balik keliling dunia sekalipun
"manusia boleh berencana, tapi Dia yang menentukan"
Karena hidup adalah untuk belajar, mengambil pelajaran, sampai kapanpun itu...
Seiring bertambah usia, meski hakikatnya adalah berkurang, dalam perjalanannya akan ditemui berbagai hal yang disebut dengan "pengalaman"
Dan yang paling membahagiakan adalah saat Dia mengabulkan seraya mengerahkan dan membuat alam dan sekitarnya ikut mewujudkan...
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Entah
Aku tidak tahu pasti dimana aku sedang menyelam
Yang kutahu pasti adalah
Aku sedang mengambang
Seraya menatap langit
Tatapku nanar
Dalam suatu ketidakpastian
Dalam suatu keragu raguan
Entah
Mungkin hanya aku yang sedang tidak bersabar
Namun ingin rasanya ini semua berakhir dengan kepastian
Akan jawaban
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
something
dan...
I feel like I've been hit by something really hard... really...
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
If only
Seandainya aku mengetahui alasan mengapa aku masih disini
Seandainya aku mengetahui alasan terindah itu
Seandainya aku mengetahui rencanaNya yang telah Ia persiapkan untukku
Seandainya aku mengetahui apa yang akan terjadi ke depan
Seandainya aku mengetahui jika semua sesuai seperti yang kurencanakan
Ah...
Seandainya aku berhenti mengeluh melainkan bersyukur atas segala nikmat yang telah Dia beri
Seandainya aku pun berhenti untuk berandai andai...
Sesungguhnya Dia Maha mengetahui atas apa yang tidak kuketahui...
Namun aku takkan berhenti untuk bertanya...
Mengapa dan apa...
Mengapa sulit sekali ya Allah?
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
Hey June
Heey Junee...don't make it bad~~
Oh no I just sing a song tee hee
It's my month!
And welcomed you 23rd, Alhamdulillah there are loott of hopes and aanndd #pray
Saturday, May 30, 2015
Tum to the bang
After all this time, this is my first time getting sick from radang tenggorokan,oh my, it feels so bad, but still thankful to God for everything, so it's started I feel pain in my back as if getting hit...
Then about last night suddenly I got fever, and hard to swallow things, I didn't check my throat, then after in the morning I just checked and shocked to see both of my tonsils get bigger and that's whats caused for me hard to swallow..
So my mom gave me massage on my back, and how much I loved the part when my mom rub my back, I know she must been really worried bout me :(
Then mom took me to the clinic and I just had a feeling maybe I will get infusion, as what I think, the doctor told me injection, omg at first I think like what?getting injection where?butt or arm?hahaha
Then as expected I got infusion, the nurse gave me Perfalgan (pain relief) and while infusing she gave also the antibiotic, and from my search about pharyngitis (radang tenggorokan) if I'm not mistaken, it's only works for the bacteria, and this pharyngitis caused by virus, well just listen to the doctor, rite?
And I salute to the nurse who put exactly the infusion in my right arm as I know from my besties told me my vein are bold so hard to find, so my bestie seen it in my wrist...
And aaaand I lie in the bed, and start to thinking as I saw my mom, as long as you're here, I'm okay mom, well it's remind me back then at 2011, when I'm sick and had to stay at the hospital, caused of DBD but only my 2nd and 3rd elder brothers accompanied me, and at that time I feel really down, sad, upset, all mixed up, it's my first time got opname and I hope It won't happened again, nauzubillah...
I was sad when I really really need her, she weren't here, I envied to all my friends who had their mom next to them, and they can sleep on their beloved and comfortable bed, but me?
I exactly remember how much I blamed the mosquitoes, and since that day I think that the lizards are my friends!Hahahaha but luckily I just had to stay 3 days, bcause when the doctor want to take my sample blood, before that I motivate myself and drunk 2 glasses of guava juices to increasing my hemoglobin and it works! Alhamdulillah, well I just wanna go home and back to my routine...
And one day a lizard ever jump then reached my right hand, hiiii it's feel a lil sticky hahahaha but it's okay, they're my friends, keeping eating my enemy please!u're doing a good job!
So it's really different when you're sick then there's mom around u, it's like a magic, as long as she's here, when I'm sick or not, I'm okay, may Allah always keepin both my parents stay healthy, aamiin!
Wednesday, May 27, 2015
let's find the object
everyone oh it's everyone!
and it's great those questions asked by not only one person...
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Galau
Namun di tengah langkahanku
Aku terhenti pada dua jalan
Prioritas menjadi pertanyaan
Namun keduanya merupakan bagiannya
Bisikan kalbu yang kian menggema bertanya
Mendesak akan sebuah jawaban
Aku membencimu, hai keragu-raguan
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Between Fate and Coincidence
Perhaps if I explain it one by one may sounds complicated...
Why this and that?and how?and the answer is blablabla
Apakah itu takdir, atau kebetulan?
Pikiranku sibuk bertanya pada Ilahi, ya Allah, tunjukkan padaku, tunjukkan...
Banyak hal yang kutemui, dan diantaranya menimbulkan kegirangan pada diri sendiri, karena makin bingung (?) antara excited, tapi percaya tak percaya:
"lah,ko bisa sih kebetulan begini, ketemu tak sengaja, dan ternyata parkirnya pun depan depanan, pulangnya pun bersamaan"
"klo gak ketemu, mungkin ceritanya engga begini"
"hmm aku bertemu dengan manusia manusia yang heterogen ini juga takdir?"(sambil liatin orang2 yang lewat)
"ini aku doang ga yah yang berpikiran begini?aneh ga sih?tapi penasaran"
"ko bisa pas gitu yah, pas mau perpanjang visa re-entry n skalian nyelesein tugas kuliah PKL bisa skalian disini"
"ko bisa pas yah,selesai sidang walaupun ngga ikut wisuda n karena suatu hal jd g balik lg ampe dua tahun ini, bisa pas begitu ambil D3, coba klo 4 tahun, bisa cuti ini mah"
"ko kyk kebetulan tapi harus diyakini bahwa emang udah diaturNya"
Tidak ada yang kebetulan, semua sudah diatur...
Ada yang dapat dipetik dari sebuah pertemuan yang bermakna...
Memang jika dibawa positif apapun akan mengarahkan diri kepada husnuzan kepadaNya...
Alhamdullillah, thank you Allah for this beautiful life that You gave me....
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Eat well and live well
It feels like just yesterday we celebrated the new year, now we're almost in the middle of the year...
When you feel bored, and you wanna eat but not heavy food yet snacks, then it's the answer hehehe
Lemme introduce you and even recommend to eat Noodle Box
Sunday, April 19, 2015
Friday
so here's the photos:
Friday, April 17, 2015
Random question
But that's little things questions are meaningful for me, sometimes mom's answer moved my heart...
I: ma, klo dede bilang ke mama dede lapar, mama sedih ga?
M: ya iyalah nak, namanya jg orangtua, hehehe (ekspresi sedih sejenak n diiringi tawa)
I: ma, sebagai orangtua klo anaknya ngerasa sakit, justru orangtuanya malah yang lebih ngrasa pedih yah?
M: pasti nak, plagi klo disakitin,n klo anak kecil lebih kasian lagi
N sometimes I asked my dad too, but I found out that my dad's answer are funny, bcause he answered with funny expression, well my daddy's full of humor hehehe
Monday, April 6, 2015
Dust, dust everywhere
And at that time no one in the house, my parents in Madinah, my eldest brother at embassy, while me at where my sister's work
And as we came back home, I can see such a little fog in my house,no that's not fog actually, but dust really...
Errr as we leave the house we didn't turn on the fan in the kitchen and bathroom, so I can make a footprints as I step in hahaha
Wednesday, April 1, 2015
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
my logo design
Monday, March 23, 2015
Little things that make me happy
Me: maa...
Mom: what?what's wrong? (approaching)
Me: ....hehe (happy)
Sunday, March 22, 2015
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
Monday, March 2, 2015
Hey March
U know, take a pic, and being narcissistic are good!
Specially for me who sometimes got easily forget the past moment even not all of it really hehehe
Then I found many photos of me and my friends,we were smiling back then, even I didn't close yet with some of them, but when it's already past, that's become something precious, suddenly I feel that
Now I would say I miss my college life, what I've been through are all great and wonderful!
That's mean I didnt grateful yet back then hiks shame on me...
Thanks to those photos it's remind me how beautiful the world's are
Xoxo
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
Monday, February 16, 2015
Lets make a cake
I used to cook such chicken soup, boiled vegetables, sambal (Indonesian chilly paste?), fried chicken, fish, bbq, etc. But when it turned out into something sweet as cake, it's different, I dont know why it's so hard, but something new also, I used to watch my mom while she made for Ied Fitr, seems fun n easy...
Saturday, February 14, 2015
Friday, February 13, 2015
As it broken into pieces
Various way people posted things about Valentine, well it has no affect on me
I just wanna say what I feeling right now, started from two days ago, just bcause of some words that's caused my heart feels like broken into pieces...
And, that's makes me dont want to give respect anymore...
I just think like, is it really her?
I don't want blame anyone, even myself, I know I still put my ego...
But after all this time what I've done, I put myself to give loves and cares...
Yes, we can tell in one of Indonesian's quote "setitik nila rusak susu sebelanga"
I want to remember all just the good things that happened in my life, I dont have time to put bad memories in my mind, so when someone asked me "did u remember the bad things that happened to u before?" and I may answered "sorry, I dont remember any, I just kept remembering the good things that happened to me"...
I wanna be a positive people, brings, gives, and shares the happiness and peace...
Be more thankful...
But at least, I got to learn from what happened to me...
Love all, trust a few, and do wrong to none...
Still, I have to be thankful and grateful to Allah...
Thanks Allah for this beautiful life that You gave me...
So, let's leave out all the bad memories, so the good memories are remains...
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Tuesday, January 27, 2015
FUN TIME
My bestie were here too, Farah, she's in holiday from Malaysia, we're friends since baby, got the same month and year of birthday, different about twenty days and I'm first..