Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Resume of 2015

Allah itu so sweet
Allah itu listening for every single prayer
Allah itu for sincerity are Allah's most favorite


So, what's about the year of 2015?

Okay this year I experience the most about the process, specially about du'a, actually started to realized it on last October 2014, I asked once how lucky if I can sit on cockpit, then Allah answered right before I performed hajj

Then about two months ago, when I'm very hungry I asked Allah that I wanna eat meat with teriyaki sauce, rendang, something with meat as the main dish, the Allah answered alsoo!! So many things if I flashed back, I should have been more thankful n grateful for what Allah has given to me...
O Allah I seek for forgiveness... 

It's all about believe, n how beautiful that the universe also helpin out to make dreams come true, aanndd specially when it turns out to the one we called "destiny" thing happened, then we'll be like oh it's happened by coincidence #blushing
But in the end I realized that there's nothing happened coincidence, it's just how we face it and think how to deal with it in positive ways..

Yes, just tell Allah, tell Allah everything for what you've been through, what you want, I learn one thing to be patience. Because it's just the matter of time...

So now, I look forward for another gifts from Allah on next year of 2016th!
Thank you Allah n alhamdulillah for every gifts that You've given in 2015th, You wrapped up for every single gift very beautiful

Saturday, December 26, 2015


Knowing tomorrow is Sunday and I'll be like "I need more days for holiday!!"
Saturday and had to go to the office in the morning OMG it should be tomorrow!

Saturday, December 19, 2015

The rainbow that appears after the rain

Terkadang, menyemangati diri sendiri itu tidaklah mudah...

Ketika mampu menggeserkan, menghilangkan rasa gelisah, serta merta beban dalam pikiran terlepas, sangatlah melegakan...

Namun ketika yang terjadi adalah sebaliknya, alias ngga mempan, OMG...

Udah kayak kebal aja, ga ngefek, actually hate this situation, no I don't blame no one but myself, such disaster if it hits right to the mind, I can't sleep properly (can't bear this one)!!!

"If it's not okay then it's not the end"

Hiks still can't make me feel much better :'(

Rindu hari2 yang lalu yang bisa dilalui dengan sangat menyenangkan, bahkan enjoy sangat...

"namanya juga kan hidup, berputar, ada naik dan turun"


"badai pasti berlalu"

De Javu

Once again it happened on Friday, never know what will happen next, and for every sign from the nature that He give, but still will never get it until it happened

Same occasion, different people

At least, I learn from it

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

It's okay

Allah never sleeps, whenever I feel down, sad, an trying to put back all my courage...
That's when Allah gives the happiness...
Allah changes my sadness...

Even the smallest thing...

Just like lately I feel down, deeply, I wanna cry but I can't, suddenly Allah gives me something that its such a bunch of gift!I know it's just a small thing but dunno for me it's sooo special...

Just like one of Al Insyirah's ayah "fainnama'al 'usri yusran" there's a convenient after the difficulty...

One of my colleague told me "Allah not always give what you want at the same time, it's just matter of time"

Suddenly I feel much better after heard that...

Happens for a reason

"There are no coincidences"

Now I keep those words in my mind

Saturday, December 5, 2015


I love Riyadh's weather now, getting colder, but this year it's a bit late, last year on this month reached around 12 celcius, if I'm not mistaken, I remember the heavy rain on November hit last year and got wet as I got back home, I saw flood near my house but only for 45 minutes lol

took this before I went home, clouds always appear greatly in the end of the year

16;10 pm, can you spot the moon?

gloomy, early in the morning and after rain

it's around 12.35 pm

my favorite ice cream, Banana and Chocomint

Riyadh city's reflection from the globe

Al Faisaliah at night

Thursday, December 3, 2015


Winter has come, not sure if its already winter or still going on, in reality I still have to wake up early in the morning, wearing jacket as I going to work, and took it off as I'm going home
Got mixed up this last two weeks, can't sleep properly, started from one of my activity that will change oh God do I ready for that?and did I choose the right thing?
Even small sounds from TV will wakes me up, maybe I just think too much, haaa stressed out
I need to clear up my mind, so I did throwback and now is December already, throughout this year I feel so much process I've been through
Year of 2013 the hardest year for me, have to be positive even though all didn't going well as I planned...
Year of 2014 the year of where I start it all, new plans, new friends, unexpected moments, phew I've been through so many new things then!
And this year, I called "the year of process", of course every year has its own stories, still looking forward what will happen next, tomorrow's still mystery, lots of hope and pray and inshaa Allah everything's gonna be alright...