the missed sky

It was a beautiful sky, until one day she wakes up and realized, then said

"oh it's Friday again, maybe a different Friday, hope this Friday gonna gives me something"

we are living under the same sky....

R e l a t i o n

We may don't know where our luck, sustenance comes through, sometimes it comes out from unexpected person, or people that we loves...

We just have to build the best relation with people in our lives, unexpected person could be someone who you dislike, something out of mind that never thought once, how can?

But again that is how God create life, sometimes when we hate something but in God eyes it's best for us

Don't hate too much, don't love too much

They said everything that too much won't be good for us

Let's live happily then, stay positive even life might bring us up and down

Life is a choice, that's mean God give us specialty of freedom, I don't know why I feel like I still wanna all happening bcause of qadarullah...

As if I don't wanna make mistakes for choosing one of the choices... 

Let's take our time, heart

I cant deny for liking someone right now

Neither cant force myself too to forget him

The more I tried to forget, the more my mind keep thinking about him

Okay, everything has its time

Everything has its own limit

I wont force to 

Okay, lets enjoy this moment

Until we reach its time

Let's take our time, heart

You and I are team though

Me and myself....

I wont lie even though I know, we've hurt already...

Enjoy this sadness moment until we reach the unlimited happiness, the real one

They said life is like coin, it has two side

Another one life is circle, sometimes up and down

We have Allah, and everything is going to be okay....

Wait

I admit that when I was in Junior High School, I want to be in Senior High School, aand so on, wondering what will I be in the next 10 years at that moment, life is just like a flash, now I am here, right at 10 years ago where I was wondering back then

One thing that I miss and I learned from that, sometimes I wanna reach the future eagerly, then forgot how to enjoy the moment that should be...

So I dont want that to be happen twice, now everythings that I have now, what I'm going through good and bad, I wanna enjoy it as much as possible, if I wanna go to holiday and watching KDrama, sleeping 8 hours, enjoying the holiday, I'll try to be patience and believe that day will come, as now I wanna enjoy the weekend but still in weekdays, so I havw to enjoy them while waiting that weekend will come!!

Thankful

Indeed life is up and down, whatever it takes I always ended up back to think about Allah

When I have to face the negative things in life, I have no other choice than to think positively, what's behind this all, then I give back to Allah

Ah I forgot that I'm the one who asked Allah that anything matters may Allah wont give me any way to think negative or suudzon to Him

Now Allah granted my wish...All praises to Allah

I opened back my old diary, and read them, I've found out I started to looking about Allah since 2nd elementary school, whoa now I'm thankful to Allah that He sends me to these angels and I called them Mom and Dad ❤️

Hold On Beb

it's hard to deal with people who lack of communication
soft talk, but then she wont listen, she just say yes but didnt obey, or we can say she'll do it later
hard talk, she will talk back, even angry

she wants to be understand but, she wont try to understand first

ergh

I think I understand for men who struggle with this kind of woman....

H u g

It is like I taught them how to hug me tightly so I feel warm n safe, because never been done that before

Just after graduated from diploma, some people might said you just like a teenager finding their true identity

Nowadays they did it whenever I want to without giving them any signal

It's true hug can make you feel safe and get support, body language sometimes are worth it more than words

S o l u t i o n

Whenever I found myself in uncomfortably, I just lying in the bed, be busy thought, all around my mind, think of God's plan for me then be positive, simple thing can clearing my mind at the time

No, I dont have any problem, seems I can handle it all, I have God and because of God I can keep going

But they said the problem is in your mind

Dont care what people might say about you, the sky never tell us that its high, bcause people know you good if you good

Ramadhan Mubarak

Alhamdulillah meet again with Ramadhan's month, I learned from previous Ramadhan last year, but it was precious time, where it all starts until I am now...

The time where I was confused which one should I choose between two things, argh so much thought in my minds

Ramadhan Kareem everyone!