little shocked

well, I don't know, should I be happy or not?

hope but not only hope

aku percaya, ketika ku berdoa padaNya, maka Allah akan mengabulkan apa yang kuminta
sesuai dengan janjiNya, "mintalah padaku, niscaya akan ku kabulkan"
namun tak luput itu semua, tak sedikit manusia yang bingung mengapa hingga saat ini ada beberapa doanya yang belum terkabul
itu sebabnya, Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang tidak kita ketahui
kita boleh meminta, kita boleh merencakan sesuatu
namun Allah yang memutuskan, Allah yang menentukan apa yang terbaik buat kita :)
tak luput dari itu pula, kita harus tetap berusaha
kita boleh bermimpi, kita harus memiliki mimpi yang tinggi
asalkan sesuai dengan kemampuan ^^
SEMANGAT!

I know I can do it

cheer up!
even the task more come and go, but me and my friends can do it :D

I love my friends, they were random

and about yesterday morning

I feel sad, really sad, at first I think that's because the task that I've done about a day so my mood was changed, but I was wrong, the more I saw my friends presentation about their logos the more I feel scared and sad
I wanted get the presentation on next week, but my lecturer called me to presentation ohh nooo
the comment about my logo : kursus musik (km)
"well the named of ur company should be more better than this"
and I heard one of my friends said : KM?kamar mandi *means the toilet
and some say kilometer, aanndd so on
I feel panic, I know that I'm happy to get a comment for my introspection in the future
I don't know why at that time I feel more sad, and getting down oh nooooooooooo I hate this moment, really I wanna cry..
then when I get sit, down my head and cry, really I don't understand, what's wrong with me?
I wanna be alone at that day
and someone talked to me, even that's a joke, but I feel a little better, thank you :)

so I walked by myself and I told to my friends that I want to go to have a photocopy and printed my task
after eat, I feel better, and I still tried to find out what's wrong with me at that day
and I know now, I miss my family!!!!
then I asked my father to call me
oh after talked to my father I feel better >.<
alhamdulillah :')

bule oh bule kombud oh kombud

hmm sekitar 2 hari yang lalu tika dkk dapet tugas buat wawancara bule dan asia, dalam rangka tugas mata kuliah kombud, alias komunikasi budaya
so, judulnya adalah HUNTING BULE N ASIA
hahahha foto kaliiii =___=
dari KRB ada juga beberapa temen KMN, eeh mereka uda dapet, terus pas nunggu2 ko bulenya g kunjung dateng, aneh ya, klo lagi dicari jarang2, begitu g dicari beuuuhhhh berkeliaran dimana mana hmm ini hukum alam kayaknya g beda jauh sama barang juga begitu....tanya kenapa?
lanjut
alhasil diputuskan ke botani
pas di botani mata tertuju pada Starbucks hahahha dimana bule - bule biasanya nongkrong disono, tapi ternyata cuma 1!!!!
tika dkk uda ngawasin tu bule, pas itu bulenya ngeliatin kita waah padahal dia tinggi banget yah tapi ko keliatannya takut begitu, pas keluar dia jalan buru2, baru mau disamperin dia nolak ngajak *sepertinya pacarnya orang indo, kabuuurr
dih, kesan : sombong amat lu, di negeri gue juga, awas ya klo tar ada orang indo disana terus mereka yg dapet tugas istilahnya tukeran posisi lah terus orang kita kabur, enak ga?
hadeuh hadeuh -____-
dan itu uda 2 orang
oke alhasil keputusan : kita kembali lagi yuk ke KRB? nyoooooooooooo 4rb melayang yoweslaah demi tugas
teruuus balik lagi ke KRB, pas ketemuuu, we've got a nice persooonnn :D
alhamdulillah yaah sesuatu bangeettt *plakkk
namanya Harry n yang saatunya lupa, kedengerannya Wolf *bukannya wolf tu serigala ya?
me : ok, my name's tika and we have a task from campus to have an interview with foreigner here
harry : okay, ask *sambil nyengir badannya yang tinggi goyang2 depan belakang kayak tiang goyah
me : and my name is Harry *nyebut Harry tu dengan nada meningkat n mendekatkan wajahnya dengan wajah tika ebuset ni orang, but he's a nice person really :D
me: ooh Potter (pengennya sih jawab begini tapi g mungkin tar dia antara ngekek atau marah hhe)
teruuuss kita minta foto, n pas tika foto ma dia, eeeh beliau nanya lagi
harry : what's ur name? *and I answered my name and he said
okay cheeeseee
temen2nya pada dateng n heboh whee hiw
menarik yah untuk berbicara n mengetahui budaya asing
pas jalan2 *beuuh pegel banget ni kaki ketemu orang Jepaaang they were nice persons too :D
ternyata Jepang g berbeda ma orang2 Indonesia *iyalah asia
mereka ketawa2 gitu tiap ngomong, bedanya ma bule klo mau ketawa2 kan ada candaan dulu *menurut saya lho!

tapi puas walau belum puas juga sih yah, pengen wawancara beberapa orang asia n bule lagi buat data

tugas tugas dan tugaaass

tika ngetik blog ini di pagi hari yang dingin banget ampe bikin fart hahahhahaha =____=
tapi jujur udaranya sejuk sekali masya Allah yah :D
tika bangun pagi sekali meski kuliah itu nanti jam 10.30 karenaaa ada tugas TPM mencari jurnal yang ada hubungannya dengan komunikasi dan pertanian dalam cakupan yang umum n luas
so hasilnya lumayan juga dari semaleman nyari di internet belum dapet2 tapi di pagi yang sejuk ini *lebay* akhirnya dapet juga setelah bermunajat n meminta pada Allah agar dilancarkan dan dimudahkan segala urusan tika n temen2 kampus juga, amiiin :D
minggu ini jadwalku padet banget nget nget

ada kayaknya 2 minggu yang semester lalu tiap minggu tu pulang
sekarang?
sabtu minggu mana bisa pulang!!diisi ma tugasss yang seabrek2
sebenernya tugasnya asik, semua mahasiswa tika yakin bisa ngerjakannya
tapi ini masalah waktu n mentok di print n fotokopi
sayangnya kosan tika letaknya tidak bersebelahan dengan 2 tempat itu yang sangat penting sekali buat mahasiswa2, di seluruh dunia juga sangat membutuhkan alat itu =___________=
kenapa yakin bisa?
kita adalah orang2 yang terpilih, kenapa bisa diterima di suatu universitas?
karena takdir memilih bahwa kita pasti bisa menyelesaikan tugas yang diberikan :)

kuncinya adalah berdoa, usaha dan yakin

how could?

hari ini....
yang kurasakan adalah takut....
"do wrong to none" that's my principle
but what can I do, nobody's perfect
even to change myself ain't easy as just flipping hand
it's hard...

Everyone deserves to be happy
everyone wants to be famous
it's fun to be famous
but we should take care on it.....

I think nobody wants to be famous by their bad temperred, right?
I'm scared...whenever I heard my friends were talking about someone by their opinions, I know sometimes I do agree with them...
but I see something not just from 1 side....
I see from the other side too....
Do wrong to none
that's what I want....

what's that?

thank u so today I have a nice day
I may say an amazing day UNBELIVABLE
better than I though before

but ya Allah, I feel that You want to show me something, something that I don't know
I don't know why do I think about this and I can feel it.....
I wonder what would it be?

dear God....

I know that nobody's perfect and nobody's living in this world with no mistake
but I want to have a life that better than before
I wanna have a nice day in campus, whenever I meet my friends I just wanna have a good time with them

I won't do the same mistake as I've done in the past for twice, NO....

I wanna do something that better than before...

tugas lagi tugas lagi

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *again teriak2
mari hadapi kembali tugas2 kuliah dengan senyuman!
aku kembali menata makalahku tentang budaya Lampung
SEMANGKA, Semangat Kakak :)

He's going back to Riyadh

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa envy bangeeeeeeet sama k adii!
hari ini k adi tar malem jam 12 i.Allah berangkat ke Riyadh dengan emirates
uh gejolak banget ini pengen ikuuuttt :((
I called mama n I told her that how much I miss them all T_____T

well, i.Allah kita semua berkumpul kembali di Riyadh, amiiin
jadi pengen cepet2 beres kuliah n meraih sukses xD
SEMANGAT!

Health is everything

know what that I've been struggled about a week
hiks
so it's started from last Wednesday
on that day I've got slept about just 4 hours, I don't know I cant sleep again after 10 am.
so I've decided to go to Icha's house, but because I cant reach her by phone, I canceled and about 2 pm I went to campus and have a meeting of OBSCURA
about 4 pm and I want to go home, I have a bad feeling, I don't know I just want to go back home and take a rest, but my brother Adi called me and asked me to eat together with Dini at Pak Ewok
ok, after waiting for them about 1 hour, then we ate, we laughed etc
we went home about 7, on my way home I feel dizzy, I just wanna lay in bed n sleep
after that, well as I think before, change clothes n sleep
but who knows, at that night my brother got fever, and I got dizzy
in the morning I'm sweating, my head just got more dizzy, I can't stand it, and I've got a fever too =_____=
ohh this one that I HATE HATE HATE
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I feel sorry to my brother, Ansorie who should take care both of me and my brother Adi.
phew, that must be tiring, rite? :(
i'm sorry and really thankful to you bro
and after that day, Adi getting better, me too for my fever, but I can't get rid from my dizzy errr I just want get my health back!
so Ansorie bring us to the clinic to check up
the doctor said u should take a check on the lab, I'm afraid about db

after that day in the midnite....
my brother Adi getting better already, but I, I can't sleep, I've got migrain on that midnite, I cried a lot, I took  a panadol, Ansorie can't see me like this so he took me to the hospital
the thing that I hate is they take a check my blood grr
I hope there's nothing happened,
but the doctor just back and said u should stay at the hospital u've got a dbd symptoms
WHAT????oh I hope I'm just dreaming and wake up but no, this is REAL
no this is what I don't want
oh I just want to go back home!
but I can't
alhasil infus dll, begitu dianterin ke kamar d rs, aku diantar pake kursi roda dan aku pasang wajah se BT BT nya manusia, if it have a emoticon, like this > =_______________=
jangan lagi ya Allah, AMIN


so I'm about 3 days at the hospital, sempet nangis n stress waktu hari ke - 2 trombosit uda bagus, klo naik uda bole pulang, tapi ternyata belum, beuh
Ansorie and Adi were waiting for me in the hospital, oh i'm so grateful that I have my brothers here to take care of me, well hiks thank u Allah :')
aku mikir, hari kebahagiaanku adalah ketika aku terlepas dari infus itu
aku terus berdoa, y Allah pengen cepet pulang ke rumah dan cepat sehat
aku muak dengan gerobak makanan rs, muak dengan suasana disana

dan saat2 yang kutunggu datang
ku sembuh dan keluar, ku tersenyum sumringah, tersenyum sangat bahagia, aku tak berhenti mengucap Alhamdulillah, bersyukur sekali kepada Allah telah memberiku kesehatan :')
engga lagi deh males makan atau makan tidak teratur, REALLY I HATE MOSQUITOS!
nyampe rumah jadi ngerasa asing, jadi berasa adaptasi lagi, aku engga sabar ingin segera masuk kuliah dan bertemu dengan teman2, melihat wajah ceria teman2 dan dosen2 yang mengajar dengan harapan kelak mahasiswa2 mereka sukses dan berhasil meraih cita2 mereka semua
tiap malam aku membayangkan betapa beruntungnya teman2 yang saat itu lagi sehat dan sedang tidur terlelap menunggu esok hari untuk kuliah
dan sekarang Alhamdulillah aku sehat dan bisa kembali ke aktifitas semula, hmm senangnyaaa :)
ya Allah semoga aku dan keluargaku, dan semua umat mukmin di seluruh dunia selalu diberi kesehatan, amiin allahumma amin 
dan tak dapat dipungkiri bahwa kesehatan adalah segala2nya, harta terindah, anugerah yang patut disyukuri, terima kasih ya Allah :)

cerita apa hari ini?

hari ini?
dirumah saja, hingga saat ini berada di warnet, password YM aku lupa +______+
so?
klo g salah keywordnya ada drumah waaaaaaaaaaaa

miss Riyadh

yes of course I miss Riyadh already so bad T____________T

hello september :)

well here we are now,
in september, hmm a good wishes for this month of course
on 8th gonna face my tasks that i've got in campus, let's see

time goes on x__________________x
i don't have any idea to wite down here, but if I get any idea not now
just bcause i don't have any account in my SMART yet =______=

*getting stuck
......

oh happy eid mubarak 1432 H

hmm i think gonna have a gud day in this semester, and i wish gonna have a nice day everyday, every semester till I graduate, or forever
AMIIIN