Saturday, October 31, 2009

if you know
that if u were me, so much that I want to tell you
deep inside here
I'll try to tell you

I want you to be mine
I don't care how
see my eyes, I want you
I just wanna be with you
I'll try with full of my heart
I wanna be honest
deep inside, from my heart

you now know that how much that I want you ><

Thursday, October 29, 2009

if only I could wish that tonight would never end T__T

_listening The Fray - Never Say Never_

umm x)

we walked together, we talked together, buuuuut we didn't talk much huuuh *gemeeesss
maybe he was shy aw aw huahahahha ^^V or he don't know what should he say :P
humm I gave it to him, the strap...
and he said thank u, and he used it huaa thank u so much
xD

huaah when I give it to him, my heart goes beating... >< now I start to miss u :( I feel it was not enough, I want to talk to you more more and more... God, Ur scenario... <3 humm wanna scream out loud, to call out his name... :):):) his smile... DON'T LET ME GO AND I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO ><

uh I wanna cry of happiness, but I can't, I'm too happy x)
never felt like this before...

This is what I've been waiting 4

huaaa I'm happy today x)

I meet him >< umm he was stand up in basement, and when I opened the door, I didn't realized that he was stand behind me, and when I look at back, he is smiling at me :">

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa his face, the way he smile, so cute, I like him

huhuhuhu I love u more x)
and we talked at stairs of basement, but just a minute, it's ok but I'm happy, but wanna talk to him more ><
God, when we can talk face to face?
huaaa I like it when u smile :D

umm and I sing a song 4 u, did u like it?hihihi ^^

ok we'll meet at embassy, catch ya later my <3

about my brother's birthday

today is his birthday, my brother, Ardiansyah :D:D
so, we celebrated it together on 12.00 am OMG I'm in my nice dream, my sist wake me up, huaaahhmm T___T
but it's OK for my brotha :D

so we are on living room, we ate KFC together and take a pic, cut a cake, BLACK FOREST, that's my brotha's favourite cake
and after that, my brother got advices from my parents, and his uncle

so this is what we are waiting, OPEN THE GIFT from Mom, Dad, my Sist, and Me :D:D
there is 2 gifts, 1 choosed by me, and 1 choosed by my sist, and we buy it by my dad, my sist and me :D:D

so at first, he opened the 1st gift from me, it is a small cute Holy Al Qur'an *huaa actually I LOVE IT, but ok it's a beautiful Qur'an for him*

k Adi : hehehe makasi atik, *he want to cry I think :D*
tika : hehehe iah sama2 huaa take a photooo
and Dania take a photos of us :D:D

and I'm happy too that my brother at last got removed his braces 1 day before his birthday, so we smiled soo brightly <3
after that, the 2nd gift is, what he want...and he didn't realize it, he think at first that was a small watch, but when he opened it, it was NOKIA N79, OMG and he crying, and sujud....
he was surprised

k adi : Y Allah,,,y Allah, astaghfirullah
tika : iih jangan astaghfirullah, Alhamdulillah dun
k adi : ia ia Alhamdulilah huaaahaaaa (crying) makasi mama, bapak, diana, atik
tika : k adii, dengerin tika, 1 pegangan aja buat k adi, ini bagi2 pengalaman, bener2, RENCANA ALLAH ITU INDAH :)
k adi : ia tik, makasi :')

and...all was crying huaaa T__________T
he is soo happy, but...he already got dump by his ex, and he's waiting 4 her to sent a message to him and say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

but, it isn't come yet :( poor my brother huhuhuhu
tika : does she send u a message?
k adi : nope....
tika : it's okay bro
k adi : I did wrong if I waiting 4 her
tika : yea coz ur family are more care to you :)
k adi : yup

*God, thank u 4 sent me a nice person like R_____, wish that all my brothers and my sister will get someone that suit with them, amiin*

=)
I <3 u much Allah :D











and,,,I <3 u R_____ :)
huaa wish our love forever till the end of time, amiin x)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Begitu Indah

Bila cinta menggugah rasa
Begitu indah mengukir hatiku
Menyentuh jiwaku
Hapuskan semua gelisah

Duhai cintaku duhai pujaanku
Datang padaku dekat di sampingku
Ku ingin hidupku
Selalu dalam peluknya

*
Terang saja aku menantinya
Terang saja aku mendambanya
Terang saja aku merindunya
Karena dia...karena dia...
Begitu indah

Duhai cintaku....pujaan hatiku
Peluk diriku dekap jiwaku
Bawa ragaku...melayang...
Memeluk bintang

Kembali ke *

not only that, he is everything to me x)

<3 u <3 u <3 u ...

February

INDONESIA mode : on

=))

huaah kesel sel kesel banget nget nget tapi klo diinget pengen ketawa

jadi tuuh, tika jadi koordinator Umroh Februari taun ini..naah pas di hotel Mekkah, ada 1 guru yang kesel karena liat ada kelakuan anak2 yang g benerlah

alhasil ni guru awalny mendem, puncakny gara2 Tika n Ryan --"
nah kita ni sekelas rencananya mw jalan2 pas malem itu, alhasil kita sekelas ngumpul di 1 kamar, dan tika akuin klo tika tuh orangnya galak klo sama anak cowok sekelas *abisan mereka usil suka dorong, noel2 (ni noel2 paling kesel)

lanjut, pas tika ke tu kamar, ada Ryan, dia maklumlah anaknya usil banget, ampe2 ni anak perempuan kelas suka teriak2 kesel debat dsb...
nah Tika diusilin, otomatis Tika reflek, langsung Tika gebuk :P
Tika lagi g bisa marah saat itu alhasil ngakak, eehh Ryan dorong n Tika jatuh gitu aja ke ranjang --" *akhirnya makin mw gebuk dia abis2an

Tika : huaaaaaaaaaaaa
Ryan : HAHAHAHHA

kejar2an reflek keluar kamar g pake sendal 22ny, ketimbang g pake alas kaki, pasti lebih keras suara bedebam klo kaki injek tangga...
dan itu terjadi --"
Ryan pake acara lari2 ke lantai atas n bawah pula, n keselnya PAKE ACARA NGUMPET N TERIAK

Tika : huh mana tu anak?
pas ketemu
Ryan : Haaaa gyahahahhaha

Tika makin gahar *kesel* kejar2an berisik dah tu tangga gdebak gdebuk, n terakhir pas lewat tangga, ada pak 1 . . ..

tika lewatin tu bapak sambil lari,

Pak 1 : HEH HEH KAMU ! ! !

tika terus aja lari ampe pojok rupanya ada pak satuny lagi, sebutlah pak 2, nangkring depan pintu n cuma liatin tika gebuk n mukul Ryan *akhirnyaa

pas balik musti lewatin pak 1, rupanya dah ngomel2 =))

*blablablablabla n bla

tika lewatin aja sambil lari ke tu kamar balik
hiaa makin keras suaranya "ANAK2 KEMBALI KE KAMAR MASING2, G ADA ANAK LAKI2 DALAM KAMAR PEREMPUAN"

alhasil gagal dah anak2 kelas mw jalan saat itu huhuhuhuhu T____T
Fadil lagi maen PSP dnger tu teriakan n saat itu ada di tu kamar, langsung ngumpet dah anak2 perempuan pada bengong
tika naik ke ranjang yg dket pintu jadi g bgtu keliatan, tika bingung musti gmana, apa langsung pura2 tidur atau gmana, udahlah pasrah,,,
rupanya pak 1 tadi masuk kamar dmana tika beradaa!!!
n masih ngomel2 yaah mw gmw mata tika saling natap ma tu bapak, tika liat ke arah temen2 yang diblkang

P 1 : Kamu ini, kamu kan ketua panitia

tika : nunduk duan (dalem hati sempet2ny ketawa) "gyahahhahaha aduuh malu2in dah :P:P maav yah pak, bapak si gtw alasanny, tu Ryan iseeengggg >< klo g iseng saya g bakalan kejar2an, lagian juga Ryan pake acara naik tangga n kluar kamar sgala" anehnya, pas p 1 keluar, tika dketin k tita, n NANGIS =)) huahahahahha Tika : huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa huhuhuhuhuhuhu K Tita : cup cup cup (menghapus air mata tika aww so sweet hihihi sayang unni) ^^ Tika : unni takut, tar diumumin ma kepsek dbawah gmana?huaaaa K tita : g bakalan tika sayang, g bakalan beneran Tika : huhuhuhuhu *aduh ni tika klo inget2 geli banget, dari ngakak2 langsung nangis gtu aahh jelek =)) dah gtu kocakny Yuni bagian koordinator konsumsi, n Achmad ketos, bantuin Yuni, Achmad sambil mutusin pisang dari tempatny pun diomelin sama pak 1 !!! achmad manyun duan hahahahhahahaha ___________________________________________ english mode : on so, I wish that I can do umroh or haji with my love :) R__________ M___________ N________R______ God, make my wish come true,amiin ><

MISS U x)

huahahahha I'm happy lho :))

today our class have an exercise 4 tomorrow that we will have a selection 4 our school's birthday :)

and we will sing a song Gaby Idol - Begitu Indah and Hugh Grant ft saha lupa - Way Back Into Love

and so I must sing with my friend, and some of my friends do a song like "dododo nanana" etc

but...

seem that I'm nothing there, and I start to boring, I wanna cry, and I thinking that I'm a sensitive girl, I know, but I can't throw it away...

and Aisya, she seems know me, and she asked me, and also Farah, but Farah at that time was busy, so Aisya ask me to walk away, and then I tell her that I was mad, and sad and wanna cry and so on *I think, OMG how childish I am :(

but Aisya told me, is okay Tika :)

and,, while I'm sad but already cure but no all....HE SENT ME A MESSAGE gyaaa how happy I am

huaa but thank u Aisya, u are here while I'm sad too T___T
wish that I can be there 4 u too if u sad Aisya, but wish u always be happy and full of spirit ;)

so, my mood was totally changed about 360 derajat *lebaiii but it's REAL* huahahaha

huaa I'm happy that he come to my at the right time, huaa My GOD >< thank u thank u my love <3

hihihi ^^

wish that I always there 4 u too more more and more :)
even tough that we aren't always meet each other T__T

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I have one love now :)

humm looks like we made it hihihihi


he is a kind person
he is a good person
he is a lovely person *hihi

"I Believe Her, I Respect Her,I Need Her and I Love Her From The Bottom of My Heart"

what a good and nice words x)
GOD, I can't wait, I want to meet him ><

could I say that I miss him so bad?

:):):)

Monday, October 26, 2009

Vanilla Love Lyrics

Ever since I fell in love, I can only see you

My heart is beating so fast

Hug me deep against your chest, while walking on the sidewalk, be sure to kiss me

To throw little tantrums on purpose, and to put on a cute act

To know your heart by the look of your eyes, to stay close together even when it’s hot

To link arms tight while walking, and infront of your house, give you a sweet kiss

CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU
CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU

If i don’t see you even for one day, I want to give you a kiss

I want to kiss, the sweet you

’til you can’t breathe and are about to burst, I’ll hug you

Until the end of time, I’ll love you

Even when i see sexy women, i’ll look straight ahead and keep walking

Late at night, i call you. I love you, I tell you countless times

CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU
CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU

If i don’t see you even for one day, I want to give you a kiss

I want to kiss, the sweet you’til you can’t breathe and are about to burst, I’ll hug you

Until the end of time, I’ll love you

After meeting you, each day is exciting,
After meeting you, each day my heart greets with flutters,
After meeting you, each day grows shorter,
After meeting you, each day’s end leaves me wistful,After meeting you, each day is mild and soft,
After meeting you, each day is filled with happiness,
After meeting you, I became a princess and,
After meeting you, I’m a happy girl

I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU
I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU


<3 <3 <3

FOREVER xD

everyday, always think about u
everyday, always smile
everyday, always keep on my spirit

since u come to my life
since u looked at me
since u stand beside me

u make my life complete
u make my life colourful
u make my life full of happiness

I love the way u smile
I love the way u are
I love the way u love me

:):):)

happier than before

I'm happy to say "Allah's scenario more beautiful than all scenario in this world" :)

what I want to say is He already took my heart, so Congratulations, I <3 U xD

:D:D

Because of You

do u know?

because of u I dreamed about u :))
in my dream, u said to me, I'm still online

LOL xD

Sunday, October 25, 2009

day by day

I know now :)

my God thank u 4 everything what u give me...
more than enough x)

ALHAMDULILLAH XD

wanna scream out loud to call his name xD

I <3 U :)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

OMG, my heart start beating :)

I'll keep on my spirit 4 study :D:D

GO GO ME :D:D

he said

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You
Deep Inside, I Hope You Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Dreams And blues
Just To Be The Next To Be With You (MR.BIG-To be with you)

"never felt this close to her "

xD

and

Said : She came to my heart at the right time ♥



:D:D
let's see how this heart grow up :D:D

Y Allah, wanna Love him because of U, Allah :)
Y Allah, wanna be with him forever, till the end of time,, amiin :')
Y Allah, make us to love u more than our love :D
Y Allah, we are nothin without U x)
Y Allah, thank u thank u, Alhamdulillah xD

Friday, October 23, 2009

my Crush told me...

at last he said, sist, maybe I have a crush on you.....

MY GOD

am I dreaming?
not this is REAL REAL and REAL
HUAAAAAAAAAA what should I do now?
and I replied his messages *what?REALLY?this is u ______ ?How can?*
and he goes offline T_________T

God, I wanna like what Mr. Principal said to me, Hard to Get, and Never go...
if this is Ur answer GOd, wish it'll come true, and wish the answer is HE, amiinn

GOD I LOVE YOU ...........
GOd, make me moree love U more than anyone I've ever had....
:)
thank u my crush :D

Balloons

he gave me sweet ballons with love shape <3

he gave me by game, but doesn't matter 4 me :D
I'M HAPPY

><

thank u :">

GOD, till now I still can't believe it that he come when my ex dump me away T___T

thank u GOD, without U Allah, I'm nothin...
I LOVE U ALLAH x)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

OMG I LOVE YOU

y Allah, I love u I love u :D:D

God thank u so much, but what does it mean??
today in the morning I feel sumthin like telepathy but not telepathy I think, we can called "kontak batin" caillaah :))

so I feel that today's he will come, so strong, that feeling...
and then, what I've feel is become REAL
HE COME
GYAAA XD
OMG, I'm so surprised, how happy I am, to see him, after 1 month I didn't see him huaaa

T__T I'm happy really I am :') hikz hikz
huaa akhirnya, I can see him to come to my school, welcome dude ^^
humm but it just after a minute, and then he went away with his friends to another place, went shopping I think...
and I went home huhuhu T__T
but it's okay, hope that I can meet u sooo looooongg timme time x)

see u again....my crush :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Remembering My Cousin *alm.

I just saw on where he sat at class...
he always sit there, studying, bring his notebook (laptop)...
when the break time's come, he started to turn on his laptop and playin pet society or anythin :))
or after classes, he started to look people at our class, what we do, and sometimes I looked at him, and he looked at me too, and he said "what are u lookin at?" or "imma" with Japanese style...

and, my teardrops turn down on my cheek T_T
y Allah, hold him tight, and love him more than his mom's love to him...amiin

I love u my cousin...R.I.P :)
y Allah, forgive me if I said somethin wrong here [-o<

:D:D

I remembered when I was broken heart...

I just think, hufft than I must be steady, better for me to get married huh :))

but inside my heart, I want to feel what about go steady first?
I want to find my groom by myself though hahhahaha
what a colourful life, what life looked like without love?LOL

I think I'm not understand what the meaning of love is..
but I just know, the true love is with Allah :)

y Allah, what a beautiful scenerio, Ur scenario is morrreee good and more beautiful than anythin and anyone that I've ever know :)
Subhanallah :D:D