Friday, August 27, 2010

I should

of course 1 thing in my life CHEER UP :D

being apart each other

we are apart now, our relationship in distance, rarely contact
i dunno why i hate distance *sometimes
cause it makes me feel uncomfortable, and I asked myself, am I did something wrong?

I know myself, sometimes I wanna be alone, just with music
that doesn't mean I want to avoid my friends, of course not, I just need a time
I just want to look back what i've been through
my past, just learn from it *like what he said
and do my best on the next time
I love to do intrapersonal, cause I feel I do communication with the ONE who create me, and also myself, I love my life :)

Friday, August 13, 2010


today's fun!
we've been open our fasting together at WS (Warung Steak)
and after that we take a picture together, we're very loud ya :))

hahahha bcause of me, my friends and I were stuck, wrong take an angkot (one of transportation in Bogor)
the truth is we should across and then take it but we don't
my friends just follow me bcause i'm in front hahahahhaha xD

start from 23th of August, me and all my friends in my class will be separate,bcause we'll join with the students reguler
we've been together for 1 month, but it feels like we've already known each other for years
some of my friends were sad and send me a message, hahaha believe me friends, some of us will be 1 class :))
it's great that our institute had to random the students in our class and move some of them.
so we gonna know where the new students and have more friends :)
that's what communication for :D
share a story, etc.

again, I remembered with DULASMANGKA, i really miss them so badly T___T
icha and achmad were invited me to come for bukber tomorrow but,my brother isn't allowed me to
the reason is my brother afraid that i'll home at night, and I even don't know situation in jakarta
i know, well maybe my brother knows me well than me :)

but i feel sorry to my friends, i can't joined them, altough i wanna joined so muchhhh mucchh muchh
ok i think till here for today, i'm gonna sleep for hours and get up for sahur :D
catch ya later my blog :*

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


u know that my friends in my class now called me with ATIKAHAPPY?
just bcause my twitter's name :))

but i'm glad to called by that :))
atikahappy hihi

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Marhaban ya Ramadhan

alhamdulillah, so thankful to Allah
Allah still give me a chance to have a fasting this year, and I hope I can get a happy fasting next year, amiin xD
thank you my Allah <3
ok my activity this month is
12-13 = UAS
14-18 = holiday *yaaayy xD
19-21 = mpkmb
23 - dst = lecture again joined with reguler students :)
CHEER UP, always say this, SEMANGAT

I hope I never tired to say those words
and I hope I never say "tired"

sometimes I feel that I'm still sensitive, but am I wrong if I feel sensitive if someone being joke with me but for me that word was not good for me
well you know, a words come out from a mouth is a pray?

and I tried to have introspection by myself...
but am I changed?
or still the same?
what about my heart?

Monday, August 9, 2010

maybe sometimes maybe always

I though that I talk-active
i hate this one, but in another hand, i like it
first, why I hate bcause i'm scared i'm gonna hurt anyone *nauzubillah
second, i'm scared i'm gonna lose control

i like it, bcause i could change from sad situation into happy situation
but sometimes i can't
I wanna be a not talk-active
but, I remember with *be who you are or be yourself
i just wanna change myself, to be better >.<

am I right?
or not?

Friday, August 6, 2010


I think I've tried my best to
i start to used to lived here
i start to love my new environment  here
3 months I'm here since I left Riyadh, wanna go back to Riyadh A.S.A.P (as soon as possible)
i miss Riyadh and everything's there hikz T______T
but i love indonesia too xD

Alhamdulillah, thank's to my Allah :)

Monday, August 2, 2010

i couldn't say anything than.....

no I shouldn't says I'm TIRED
of course NO

i'm happy and enjoy with my life's here, Alhamdulillah
i wanna more mature :)

Sunday, August 1, 2010


sometimes i feel sad if i can't join invites from my friends ;'(


huaaa miss uu soo mucchhh T_______________________________________T

tanpa terasa 11th of august will happy fasting yeahh WELCOME MONTH OF RAMADHAN, greetings it month love <3