Saturday, May 30, 2015

Tum to the bang

After all this time, this is my first time getting sick from radang tenggorokan,oh my, it feels so bad, but still thankful to God for everything, so it's started I feel pain in my back as if getting hit...

Then about last night suddenly I got fever, and hard to swallow things, I didn't check my throat, then after in the morning I just checked and shocked to see both of my tonsils get bigger and that's whats caused for me hard to swallow..
So my mom gave me massage on my back, and how much I loved the part when my mom rub my back, I know she must been really worried bout me :(

Then mom took me to the clinic and I just had a feeling maybe I will get infusion, as what I think, the doctor told me injection, omg at first I think like what?getting injection where?butt or arm?hahaha

Then as expected I got infusion, the nurse gave me Perfalgan (pain relief) and while infusing she gave also the antibiotic, and from my search about pharyngitis (radang tenggorokan) if I'm not mistaken, it's only works for the bacteria, and this pharyngitis caused by virus, well just listen to the doctor, rite?
And I salute to the nurse who put exactly the infusion in my right arm as I know from my besties told me my vein are bold so hard to find, so my bestie seen it in my wrist...

And aaaand I lie in the bed, and start to thinking as I saw my mom, as long as you're here, I'm okay mom, well it's remind me back then at 2011, when I'm sick and had to stay at the hospital, caused of DBD but only my 2nd and 3rd elder brothers accompanied me, and at that time I feel really down, sad, upset, all mixed up, it's my first time got opname and I hope It won't happened again, nauzubillah...

I was sad when I really really need her, she weren't here, I envied to all my friends who had their mom next to them, and they can sleep on their beloved and comfortable bed, but me?

I exactly remember how much I blamed the mosquitoes, and since that day I think that the lizards are my friends!Hahahaha but luckily I just had to stay 3 days, bcause when the doctor want to take my sample blood, before that I motivate myself and drunk 2 glasses of guava juices to increasing my hemoglobin and it works! Alhamdulillah, well I just wanna go home and back to my routine... 

And one day a lizard ever jump then reached my right hand, hiiii it's feel a lil sticky hahahaha but it's okay, they're my friends, keeping eating my enemy please!u're doing a good job!

So it's really different when you're sick then there's mom around u, it's like a magic, as long as she's here, when I'm sick or not, I'm okay, may Allah always keepin both my parents stay healthy, aamiin!


Wednesday, May 27, 2015

let's find the object

about couple months ago if I'm not mistaken, me and my friends went to flowers park, it's a bit far from the city centre, but satisfied cause its sooo beautiful, well I just wanna post one pic that I've got *only one?* nah later gonna post it 


this one another story, at first we want to go to the Globe of Faisaliah, but dunno why we decided to not to instead buy food and do picnic -_____-


got nothing to do just had a chit chat, and I already bring my cam, I just can't stay still, ergh let's find the object to snap!

everyone oh it's everyone!

jenuh dengan pertanyaan dan jawaban yang sama

1. Tika kapan pulang?
2. Udah kerja?
3. Lanjut atau gimana?
4. Ngapain aja disana?

pertanyaan - pertanyaan yang bikin pengen nangis dan ketawa di saat yang bersamaan
and it's great those questions asked by not only one person...

yes, I feel better to laugh at my own problem
yes, to be truth I'm curious what Allah's plan for me

*sigh*

it's better klo semua dibawa syukur aja yah... (menghibur diri)

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Galau

Aku menikmati setiap langkahku

Namun di tengah langkahanku

Aku terhenti pada dua jalan

Prioritas menjadi pertanyaan

Namun keduanya merupakan bagiannya

Bisikan kalbu yang kian menggema bertanya

Mendesak akan sebuah jawaban

Aku membencimu, hai keragu-raguan

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Between Fate and Coincidence

There are lots of things that I've been think about, especially the last two years...
Perhaps if I explain it one by one may sounds complicated...
Why this and that?and how?and the answer is blablabla

Dan belakangan ini ada hal yang menjadi pertanyaan besar buatku, mengenai pertemuan...
Apakah itu takdir, atau kebetulan?
Pikiranku sibuk bertanya pada Ilahi, ya Allah, tunjukkan padaku, tunjukkan...
Hingga beberapa waktu lalu Allah menjawabnya...

Banyak hal yang kutemui, dan diantaranya menimbulkan kegirangan pada diri sendiri, karena makin bingung (?) antara excited, tapi percaya tak percaya:
"lah,ko bisa sih kebetulan begini, ketemu tak sengaja, dan ternyata parkirnya pun depan depanan, pulangnya pun bersamaan"
"klo gak ketemu, mungkin ceritanya engga begini"
"hmm aku bertemu dengan manusia manusia yang heterogen ini juga takdir?"(sambil liatin orang2 yang lewat)
"ini aku doang ga yah yang berpikiran begini?aneh ga sih?tapi penasaran"
"ko bisa pas gitu yah, pas mau perpanjang visa re-entry n skalian nyelesein tugas kuliah PKL bisa skalian disini"
"ko bisa pas yah,selesai sidang walaupun ngga ikut wisuda n karena suatu hal jd g balik lg ampe dua tahun ini, bisa pas begitu ambil D3, coba klo 4 tahun, bisa cuti ini mah"
"ko kyk kebetulan tapi harus diyakini bahwa emang udah diaturNya"

Dan pada akhirnya akan berujung pada pernyataan "ada hikmah di balik pertemuan, entah apa yang ingin disampaikanNya kepadaku, tapi yang pasti adalah pelajaran, dan tentunya aku harus mengambil sisi positifnya"
Banyak hal dua tahun belakangan yang telah dilalui tanpa terasa, alhamdulillah, dan menurut aku itu semua hadiah dari Allah, berbagai kejutan melalu skenarioNya yang indah...

Ternyata pertemuan adalah takdir...
Tidak ada yang kebetulan, semua sudah diatur...
Ada yang dapat dipetik dari sebuah pertemuan yang bermakna...

Memang jika dibawa positif apapun akan mengarahkan diri kepada husnuzan kepadaNya...
Alhamdullillah, thank you Allah for this beautiful life that You gave me....
Karena tanpa teka teki, maka bukan misteri hidup...
Complicated ga sih? Hahahahaha well, abaikan my random thoughts

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Eat well and live well

It's May ALREADEEEHH!!!
It feels like just yesterday we celebrated the new year, now we're almost in the middle of the year...
Okay, I'm happy bcause I eat noodle, what's better than noodle on the day like this?

When you feel bored, and you wanna eat but not heavy food yet snacks, then it's the answer hehehe
Who's in the whole world that doesn't love it?
Lemme introduce you and even recommend to eat Noodle Box
There are lots of menu, but bcause I can't taste yet all of it so I choose the one that represent of it all hahahaa, it's "combination" and tastes veryyyy good!! the place are nice too!
And the services were good,ah thanks a lot,inshaa Allah I will come again hehehe
Special thanks to my friends that accompanied me there