stop interfere

people don't know what I've been through
and how I deal with myself which is harder than deal with other people...

and how easy they're asking to get married soon
don't you know asking when to get married is just the same when you're asking when will you have a child?or when will you get pregnant?

the positive side I'm thankful that they care about me
the negative side I'm annoyed why you interfere with my life?

I'll be more delightful if you just pray for my good future behind me

My God am I being sensitive lately?
that's just because they're keep asking
if only they just ask one or twice, not everytime we meet in group, it's okay...

Actually life is fair indeed, it's just the people make it sounds doesn't...

yo, what's up?

complaining

Everyone did complain, but the differences are some of them take it easily, and some of them think about it all the day, the dangerous thing from complaining it can impact to their way of lives

Including me, I exactly remember how my life in SHS, I did complaining a lot, specially to my mom, why and why keeping asking that..

until one day I realized, even people complaining about this and that, they're still alive, lol

it didnt give much impact to the other, but to theirself, anyway it depends on how they think about life is...

so, from that day, I wanna take it as a positive thing, it's okay to complaining, it just matter to make us feel better, without knowing what the exactly the reason behind that, yes I heard a lot people saying "everything happens for a reason" so the problems is ourselves...

just because we are feeling not in the good mood, we throwing temper there and there, but have you asked yourself, what's the main problem?is it good to do that?you did that so you think you may feel lot better, but the truth is you just opened the door of another problem

and people around you may think like "what happened to you?"

let's start to know self better, the only one who know ourselves is ours, do what can make you feel better, it's okay to complain, make it enough without bring bad to others....