comfort zone

comfort zone...

for some people might stay if they found already their comfort zone, but for some other who wants find more challenging in life will wont stay...

Indeed I found mine already, but doesnt mean I dont want more, I do will looking for more so I changing the words from "out from your comfort zone" to "expand my comfort zone"

sounds different?yeaaaa comfort zone itself for me doesnt have only one meaning, it depends on how we set our mind to be more flexible, well I heard people said "the key is in our mind itself"

so that's why we often found the people who got locked by themself, just because they don't want to try to open their mind, going afraid to try to take the next step, the new one....

in this country where I stay, SA, I dont find myself being locked as how they say, I feel free, indeed we have to wear abaya, but doesnt mean we're not free, being free is depends on how we set our mind..

I love this country and may Allah always protect my own country and SA...aameen

and now I fall in love with abaya, it has so much benefit from it, and one of it for me, I can prepare myself whenever I wanna go outside just simply wear abaya without people knowing I wear pajama inside, lol

and the most thing I love for wearing abaya is I can simply use it for pray

many friends asked me why I didn't go back to my country, simply I just love where I stay, and I wanna expand my comfort zone with my own way...

have a nice day, 

I love August

 

blessed

people who makes you smile are not always the people that you are close to

sometimes they are who you say Hello to

even though just saying the good things for me, ah I'm happy for some people that care about me

thank you, thank you Allah... 

When life gives you apple, ask for cinnamon

This year I learned a lot, specially about how to be thankful, and more than that Allah show me how to feel pain, ah this one I dont want to actually, if I have to choose between decline and accept, I'd like to choose the first one!

Been tried to telling myself that was part of life, if I never been there then how did I know what it feels like to be in pain...

if it's not okay then it's not the end....

Allah, I know you give me lemon right now, so can I ask for mint?or soda?so they both can give some freshness in my life, tee hee

stop interfere

people don't know what I've been through
and how I deal with myself which is harder than deal with other people...

and how easy they're asking to get married soon
don't you know asking when to get married is just the same when you're asking when will you have a child?or when will you get pregnant?

the positive side I'm thankful that they care about me
the negative side I'm annoyed why you interfere with my life?

I'll be more delightful if you just pray for my good future behind me

My God am I being sensitive lately?
that's just because they're keep asking
if only they just ask one or twice, not everytime we meet in group, it's okay...

Actually life is fair indeed, it's just the people make it sounds doesn't...

yo, what's up?

b i m b a n g

I cant accept it if someone told me that God gives us full of freedom of life
means that we can do anything beyond all, we are free, but still we have to take responsibility later in afterlife of what we've done

wanna cry all day, until out of energy
I know I dont have any right to feel this

help me...

I'm reaching the max...

I know I'm free to take a choice for every choices

I still wanna believe that everything is under control of God...
so there's no way, there's no chance for me to think negatively...

I need proves that God is the best and only one the best of all the best planner...
show me...

I need something for cure... 

R e l a t i o n

We may don't know where our luck, sustenance comes through, sometimes it comes out from unexpected person, or people that we loves...

We just have to build the best relation with people in our lives, unexpected person could be someone who you dislike, something out of mind that never thought once, how can?

But again that is how God create life, sometimes when we hate something but in God eyes it's best for us

Don't hate too much, don't love too much

They said everything that too much won't be good for us

Let's live happily then, stay positive even life might bring us up and down

Life is a choice, that's mean God give us specialty of freedom, I don't know why I feel like I still wanna all happening bcause of qadarullah...

As if I don't wanna make mistakes for choosing one of the choices... 

Wait

I admit that when I was in Junior High School, I want to be in Senior High School, aand so on, wondering what will I be in the next 10 years at that moment, life is just like a flash, now I am here, right at 10 years ago where I was wondering back then

One thing that I miss and I learned from that, sometimes I wanna reach the future eagerly, then forgot how to enjoy the moment that should be...

So I dont want that to be happen twice, now everythings that I have now, what I'm going through good and bad, I wanna enjoy it as much as possible, if I wanna go to holiday and watching KDrama, sleeping 8 hours, enjoying the holiday, I'll try to be patience and believe that day will come, as now I wanna enjoy the weekend but still in weekdays, so I havw to enjoy them while waiting that weekend will come!!

Thankful

Indeed life is up and down, whatever it takes I always ended up back to think about Allah

When I have to face the negative things in life, I have no other choice than to think positively, what's behind this all, then I give back to Allah

Ah I forgot that I'm the one who asked Allah that anything matters may Allah wont give me any way to think negative or suudzon to Him

Now Allah granted my wish...All praises to Allah

I opened back my old diary, and read them, I've found out I started to looking about Allah since 2nd elementary school, whoa now I'm thankful to Allah that He sends me to these angels and I called them Mom and Dad ❤️

Judge

We can't judge someone actually through what they've done
Sometimes the one who we think might bad, that one have the good side also
I think it's the law of natural?
Oh or we know about yinyang,that there's a bad side in the good side, and otherwise

Life sometimes didn't going well as we expected, but it isn't hard if we keep looking forward and do our best to reaching the dream.

Keep going

Selama perjalanan aku bersyukur karena berjalan bersamaMu, dengan Engkau yang selalu menuntunku, di depanku...

Selama perjalanan itu aku selalu terjamin olehMu, denganMu aku melalui berbagai lika liku kehidupan yang tak pernah membuatku berhenti tuk berfikir

Selama perjalanan itu dipenuhi berbagai macam pemandangan, indah, ya sangat indah, karena Engkau yang menjadikannya indah

Selama perjalanan itu aku menjumpai sesuatu...

Entah apakah aku akan melalui hal yang sama meski berhadapan pada insan yang berbeda?

Entah apakah aku akan menjadi orang yang menyaksikan kembali?

Aku memang selama ini menikmati sekali perjalanan ini...

Tapi bolehkah sejenak aku berhenti?

Tapi bolehkah sejenak aku menikmati rasa gundah ini?

Bukankah selama ini aku mampu menikmati keindahan dan kebahagiaan?lalu mengapa aku tak sejenak berfikir untuk menikmati sejenak rasa gundah?

Sebelum pada akhirnya aku akan kembali menikmati perjalanan

Aku tahu aku pernah melalui ini sebelumnya....

Rasanya aku mampu menerka apa yang kan terjadi selanjutnya...

Baiklah, mari melanjutkan perjalanan...

Written

Yay I've been through it, I'm already here, everything's gonna be alright...
*tried to calm myself*

But, why do I feel a little bad for myself?

I believe that's all been written, there's no such things happened by coincidence...

Life is learning

I've learn lot of things, dari hal terkecil sampai yang menurutku adalah hal terbesar

Dari bagaimana berpikir apa, mengapa, sebab, akibat akan suatu hal

Dari bagaimana meminta, berharap, memberi dengan sesama

Dari bagaimana menghadapi setiap insan yang berbeda beda, hingga akhirnya kusadari yang harus kulihat adalah diriku sendiri

Dan dari bagaimana berpikir tentang sang Pencipta

Itulah yang berkesan adalah perihal doa...

Apapun yang kulakukan, apapun yang kulalui, pada akhirnya akan kembali kepadaNya

Ya, kata2 yang selalu terngiang di kepala adalah "kita tidak bisa berharap besar pada manusia, karena akan berujung kecewa"

Seberapa besarpun berusaha

Seberapa besarpun berharap

Seberapa besarpun berdoa

If they were never meant to be, then they're not...

Mau jungkir balik keliling dunia sekalipun

"manusia boleh berencana, tapi Dia yang menentukan"

Karena hidup adalah untuk belajar, mengambil pelajaran, sampai kapanpun itu...

Seiring bertambah usia, meski hakikatnya adalah berkurang, dalam perjalanannya akan ditemui berbagai hal yang disebut dengan "pengalaman"

Dan yang paling membahagiakan adalah saat Dia mengabulkan seraya mengerahkan dan membuat alam dan sekitarnya ikut mewujudkan...

As it broken into pieces

Various way people posted things about Valentine, well it has no affect on me

I just wanna say what I feeling right now, started from two days ago, just bcause of some words that's caused my heart feels like broken into pieces...

And, that's makes me dont want to give respect anymore...

I just think like, is it really her?

I don't want blame anyone, even myself, I know I still put my ego...
But after all this time what I've done, I put myself to give loves and cares...

Yes, we can tell in one of Indonesian's quote "setitik nila rusak susu sebelanga"

I want to remember all just the good things that happened in my life, I dont have time to put bad memories in my mind, so when someone asked me "did u remember the bad things that happened to u before?" and I may answered "sorry, I dont remember any, I just kept remembering the good things that happened to me"...

I wanna be a positive people, brings, gives, and shares the happiness and peace...

Be more thankful...

But at least, I got to learn from what happened to me...

Love all, trust a few, and do wrong to none... 

Still, I have to be thankful and grateful to Allah...

Thanks Allah for this beautiful life that You gave me...

So, let's leave out all the bad memories, so the good memories are remains...

Random thoughts

"Jika ingin mendoakan akan kebaikan orang lain, maka doakanlah sebagaimana kamu mendoakan akan kebaikanmu sendiri, kala melihat fotomu sedang tersenyum"

That's what come to my mind as I see the picture of myself, what a random thoughts, right?

I just got disappointed honestly...
How can, someone who really close to you may said and did something bad after we did the good things to....

Oh what a life...

Now I've decided to make a space with...and it's for the best for all....