if you know
that if u were me, so much that I want to tell you
deep inside here
I'll try to tell you

I want you to be mine
I don't care how
see my eyes, I want you
I just wanna be with you
I'll try with full of my heart
I wanna be honest
deep inside, from my heart

you now know that how much that I want you ><

if only I could wish that tonight would never end T__T

_listening The Fray - Never Say Never_

umm x)

we walked together, we talked together, buuuuut we didn't talk much huuuh *gemeeesss
maybe he was shy aw aw huahahahha ^^V or he don't know what should he say :P
humm I gave it to him, the strap...
and he said thank u, and he used it huaa thank u so much
xD

huaah when I give it to him, my heart goes beating... >< now I start to miss u :( I feel it was not enough, I want to talk to you more more and more... God, Ur scenario... <3 humm wanna scream out loud, to call out his name... :):):) his smile... DON'T LET ME GO AND I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO ><

uh I wanna cry of happiness, but I can't, I'm too happy x)
never felt like this before...

This is what I've been waiting 4

huaaa I'm happy today x)

I meet him >< umm he was stand up in basement, and when I opened the door, I didn't realized that he was stand behind me, and when I look at back, he is smiling at me :">

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa his face, the way he smile, so cute, I like him

huhuhuhu I love u more x)
and we talked at stairs of basement, but just a minute, it's ok but I'm happy, but wanna talk to him more ><
God, when we can talk face to face?
huaaa I like it when u smile :D

umm and I sing a song 4 u, did u like it?hihihi ^^

ok we'll meet at embassy, catch ya later my <3

about my brother's birthday

today is his birthday, my brother, Ardiansyah :D:D
so, we celebrated it together on 12.00 am OMG I'm in my nice dream, my sist wake me up, huaaahhmm T___T
but it's OK for my brotha :D

so we are on living room, we ate KFC together and take a pic, cut a cake, BLACK FOREST, that's my brotha's favourite cake
and after that, my brother got advices from my parents, and his uncle

so this is what we are waiting, OPEN THE GIFT from Mom, Dad, my Sist, and Me :D:D
there is 2 gifts, 1 choosed by me, and 1 choosed by my sist, and we buy it by my dad, my sist and me :D:D

so at first, he opened the 1st gift from me, it is a small cute Holy Al Qur'an *huaa actually I LOVE IT, but ok it's a beautiful Qur'an for him*

k Adi : hehehe makasi atik, *he want to cry I think :D*
tika : hehehe iah sama2 huaa take a photooo
and Dania take a photos of us :D:D

and I'm happy too that my brother at last got removed his braces 1 day before his birthday, so we smiled soo brightly <3
after that, the 2nd gift is, what he want...and he didn't realize it, he think at first that was a small watch, but when he opened it, it was NOKIA N79, OMG and he crying, and sujud....
he was surprised

k adi : Y Allah,,,y Allah, astaghfirullah
tika : iih jangan astaghfirullah, Alhamdulillah dun
k adi : ia ia Alhamdulilah huaaahaaaa (crying) makasi mama, bapak, diana, atik
tika : k adii, dengerin tika, 1 pegangan aja buat k adi, ini bagi2 pengalaman, bener2, RENCANA ALLAH ITU INDAH :)
k adi : ia tik, makasi :')

and...all was crying huaaa T__________T
he is soo happy, but...he already got dump by his ex, and he's waiting 4 her to sent a message to him and say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

but, it isn't come yet :( poor my brother huhuhuhu
tika : does she send u a message?
k adi : nope....
tika : it's okay bro
k adi : I did wrong if I waiting 4 her
tika : yea coz ur family are more care to you :)
k adi : yup

*God, thank u 4 sent me a nice person like R_____, wish that all my brothers and my sister will get someone that suit with them, amiin*

=)
I <3 u much Allah :D











and,,,I <3 u R_____ :)
huaa wish our love forever till the end of time, amiin x)

Begitu Indah

Bila cinta menggugah rasa
Begitu indah mengukir hatiku
Menyentuh jiwaku
Hapuskan semua gelisah

Duhai cintaku duhai pujaanku
Datang padaku dekat di sampingku
Ku ingin hidupku
Selalu dalam peluknya

*
Terang saja aku menantinya
Terang saja aku mendambanya
Terang saja aku merindunya
Karena dia...karena dia...
Begitu indah

Duhai cintaku....pujaan hatiku
Peluk diriku dekap jiwaku
Bawa ragaku...melayang...
Memeluk bintang

Kembali ke *

not only that, he is everything to me x)

<3 u <3 u <3 u ...