little garden in the office

it's not much but I love to gives them water once in 2 days

the left, at first was only 1 leaf, I was sad seeing it alone, but it last for months! since December I took care of it,  I was worried when it started to yellow! then I tried to give it friends of Salak's fruit seed, then the magical things happen, the sprout comes out and keeps growing until the 1st leaf died, but grateful seeing them growing happily, I feel loved and it's great showing what we feel towards plants

and now, I'm trying planting the dates seeds! whoa hopefully they'll grow happily

little garden in the office

it's not much but I love to gives them water once in 2 days

the left, at first was only 1 leaf, I was sad seeing it alone, but it last for months! since December I took care of it,  I was worried when it started to yellow! then I tried to give it friends of Salak's fruit seed, then the magical things happen, the sprout comes out and keeps growing until the 1st leaf died, but grateful seeing them growing happily, I feel loved and it's great showing what we feel towards plants

and now, I'm trying planting the dates seeds! whoa hopefully they'll grow happily

Thankful

Indeed life is up and down, whatever it takes I always ended up back to think about Allah

When I have to face the negative things in life, I have no other choice than to think positively, what's behind this all, then I give back to Allah

Ah I forgot that I'm the one who asked Allah that anything matters may Allah wont give me any way to think negative or suudzon to Him

Now Allah granted my wish...All praises to Allah

I opened back my old diary, and read them, I've found out I started to looking about Allah since 2nd elementary school, whoa now I'm thankful to Allah that He sends me to these angels and I called them Mom and Dad ❤️

past-present

this is my 3rd month to be here, all is fine alhamdulillah

things I've never expected that I'd be here 

my 23 I feel like oh it just yesterday I said what I'd become at 20's?

now I'm here, I've seen many things in life, one thing I know is we'll never stop learning, maybe I can say that I'm bored whenever I'm doing my homework, tried to thinking hard back then, but now I just wanna turn back time

I miss my old school, how I spent time only doing homework, studying, meet my friends, wondering my future, dreaming, put the plans, gathering my motivation.

how I and my siblings went to school with father

how they graduated one by one

how I went to school on the 1st day

how my 1st day at school got scolded by my father cause I dont have guts to enter the class

how my 2nd day going directly to the class from what happened yesterday, suddenly I put all my courage, lol

how I met my siblings friends

I should've enjoyed every moment back then, but maybe I'm too busy finding my true-self. I exactly remember mostly I enjoyed my shs moment at 12th grade which is the last grade, lol 

where've you been?

if I tried to throw back to where I've been, hahaha too much to remember, if only I know how to use camera earlier, maybe I have soo many memories, sometimes I have to look at the photos to remember, maybe flash from the camera are useful for remembering moments 

I miss the old days

but I should ready too for the great future, aamiin!

Keep going

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